why ... don't I fall in love?

- never happened before
- never happened

that I love someone from the bottom of my heart

-never in love?
-Never have a crush?

In one way only I succumb to tenderness.

- never felt it before
- never found

a person I am attached to.

Unfortunately I don't know this feeling
desire and tenderness were my only self.
Wasn't in love until today
will God forgive me for that?