room door. I looked through the existing crack in the door. My eyes fell on the clock on the wall. It was two hours later after I went to bed. I sighed softly, "stupid cat!", I mumbled. I just wanted to turn off the light and go back to sleep, but when I saw Yoh in the living room I suddenly stopped moving. He must have just come out of the kitchen and got something to drink because he came with a glass of soda and sat at the table. (So on the floor, they only have a table like that, you know.) I held my breath a little startled and blushed red when I saw him. It was probably still not long ago that he had bathed, because he was dressed in nothing but a towel that was around his waist, which prevented me from walking up to him and talking to him now, but actually I should be happy be about it, because it didn't take long for Anna to come out of the kitchen. I was a little pissed off. Why couldn't she just say goodbye and go to bed?
"By the way, I phoned Yomei, he said that we should let Tammi train a little. He said that she will soon be finished with her training", she said and sat down next to Yoh."Great ...", I mumbled so quietly that the two of them couldn't hear me. Now Anna will probably boss me around like a madwoman and rush me around. I figured the last thing I was missing was, but it was going to get worse. I looked straight ahead, to the two of them. Actually it wasn't right to secretly watch the two of them through a crack in the door, but something tied me to it. I couldn't help it. I continued to listen curiously to the two of them. "Better not take it too hard," said Yoh, probably thinking of his own training. It was so typical of him that he immediately thought of the others. Anna also noticed what he compared my future training with and said as opinionated as it could be: "If that should be an allusion, you can't complain! After all, because of this training you became a shaman king." At her words I became angry again. Nobody could have dissuaded me from the fact that it was only thanks to his courage and his character that Yoh was now the shaman king."Did you get a louse down your liver, or are you just in a bad mood?" Yoh asked Anna with interest. "Neither of them!" Anna said curtly and coolly. In my opinion, Yoh didn't need to ask, Anna didn't deserve that much attention.
But the conversation went on. "I mean, yes, only because Tammi can't take as much as I do," said Yoh Anna determinedly. I could have cheered again, he seemed to be defending me from Anna. "Don't worry, if I judge it correctly, she'll survive," said Anna, even more coolly than before. Again I had to sigh. "Until recently you were still so interested in whether Tamara was getting on well with her training," Yoh thought out loud. I was a little incredulous. Was Anna really interested in it? "Yes, until recently she was just adoring you, now the little one is shifting up a gear," growled Anna. That was so great, Anna was jealous of me. "Oh that's why the wind blows," said Yoh laughing and kept laughing.Why was he laughing now? I didn't get the joke. "What are you laughing at so stupidly?" Anna hissed viciously. "It only looks funny when you're jealous," said Yoh, grinning. "I'm not jealous!" She said, raising her voice. It was getting strange, there was something I didn't like about the situation anymore. Why should I find out when the two continued to speak. "Then it's fine," Yoh grinned, but then he got serious, "you really have no reason to." Anna said with a sigh: "That's not true with Tammi." It was slowly becoming creepy to listen to both of them , but I couldn't help it. I saw Anna smile. She smiled, but not in any way. She smiled at Yoh and slid over to him. As she did that, my pulse quickened. "No, really not. She's nice and sweet, but ...", Yoh began and I went freezing. "But?" Anna chopped up. "But, she can't get to someone like you," Yoh finished his sentence with a look I had always longed for, but never got."I like to hear that", Anna smiled in a gentle way that I had never seen her do before. When she got a little closer to him, I got goose bumps and bit my lower lip. Then there was this silence in which there was eye contact between the two, which was frightening for me. Yoh came a little towards Anna and said softly, but so loudly that I could hear it well: "I love you." Even just hearing these words made my breath stop. I didn't want to believe what he said to Anna, but I should believe it. At least now when he pressed a kiss on her lips. It was a long kiss, a kiss that broke my heart completely. As if it wasn't bad enough, Anna returned the kiss and whispered to him: "I love you too, Yoh." And then she kissed him again. I continued to stare at the two of them and backed up one step at a time until I hit the wall. When Yoh returned Anna's kiss, my legs finally gave way and I slid down the wall until I was sitting on the ground."No," I thought. Why does he first give me hope where there can never be hope? They had finally separated from each other, but this nightmare was far from over.
Yoh pulled Anna closer again and stroked her hair. Why did it have to be Anna of all people, why not me?
Anna literally pressed herself against him, just enjoying it. Tears welled up in my eyes. It just wasn't fair. She went further on Yoh and kissed him again. Only this time more intensely. I clenched my teeth until they hurt. Why is he doing this? What had she already done for him? I dared to breathe again when Anna broke the kiss and got up. Was it finally over? I couldn't see it without getting a chest pain, but I couldn't look away either. Yoh looked at Anna astonished: "What is it?" "If this goes on like this I will stay in your arms forever", she smiled at him. "What do you mind?" He asked, propping himself up with his hand on the floor.“In principle nothing, I just wanted to bathe.” Anna said, her face soft. I didn't know anything like that about her, but what Yoh said now I would never have thought of him: "Would you mind if I kept you company?" I could hardly stand it anymore. But it should be so, Anna nodded and knelt down to give him another kiss. "That would be better," she said with a smile. Yoh got up and pulled her up with him. "We have to be quiet so that Tammi doesn't wake up," he whispered to her. Oh if you only knew Yoh. Again and again new tears came that found their way down my face. Anna just nodded to Yoh again and kissed him again. At the same time Yoh pulled her with him, in my direction. Suddenly I got strength in my legs again and was able to dive quickly to the side just before the door opened and they saw me. Together they went towards the bathroom.That sight was the worst I had ever seen. A nasty shiver ran down my spine as I watched Yoh and Anna walk arm in arm to the bathroom and Yoh kissed Anna's neck. Just the thought of what the two would do about it would have killed me. Then they disappeared into the bathroom and closed the door behind them. I kept crying and slowly stumbled up the stairs. "No!" I kept shouting in my mind. Also, I kept wondering why the person in the hot spring, by Yoh, couldn't be me. Why was it Anna? Why did he feel so much for Anna? She had hardly done anything for him, but he loved her. He didn't love Anna me. He loved Anna, he loved Anna, he loved Anna, .....

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So and that's it. Maybe a bit dramatic, but that (maybe) still ranks ^^. I would be happy about a couple of commis, so that I know whether it is worth continuing or not. baba
Your edo-chan ^ - ^