> Have a good day! Here comes my third who. I hope I get as many clerks as the last one ... Oh yes, thank you for that! And now, dear reader, on into new adventures! I would like to present you my own series, with my dearest Char Sesshoumaru ... <

"" = say
// = think

Awakening of emotions

Chapter 1

"New face"

She woke up in severe pain. Her body seemed like a single wound. She had cuts everywhere and bruises adorned her otherwise pretty face.
Groaning, she straightened up. Where did she end up? She looked around more closely: there were trees everywhere, the sun was still high in the sky and the birds were singing. / It's actually pretty nice here, if I only knew where it is. / She no longer understood the world. How did she get here?
Carefully she tried to get up. She collapsed twice with a sigh when her legs refused to do their job. The third time it worked.Slowly she stretched ... / Doesn't seem like anything's broken. It's already something. /
Now she would be looking for her friends. They had to be here somewhere. What actually happened She tried to remember:

* Flashback *

Someone had broken into the house ... Shots echoed through the hallways ... Screaming children tried to escape ... James ... He was shot dead on the floor .... Total anger in the mind ... Deepest sadness in the heart ... No, don't! You are not allowed to see it…. Unwanted, unstoppable transformation ... Horrified faces ... Instincts take over the body and the mind .... No more control…. HE is dead ... BLOOD! A lightning bolt ... pain, so much pain !!!!

* Flashback end *

Groaning, she held her head. No, she didn't want to remember anymore! She never wanted to see these pictures again! James was dead and the others had seen their real selves. It was all over! She collapsed on her knees again and began to cry ... But not tears of water, like a person, but of blood.She crept to a lake nearby. She looked into the water level and saw a normal human face. Only the bruises and the tears of blood, they echoed a liar. She wasn't human ... She had grown up and raised human, but she wasn't, never would be!
How could she have believed the doc? She couldn't hide her nature!
How should someone like her be able to hide among people?
A BLOOD ELFE! Controlled by feelings ...

She looked back into the lake and assumed her true form. Why hide further? Perhaps someone had mercy and destroyed her ... She no longer wanted to live without her loved one. He was the only one to whom she had ever revealed her true form and he had accepted her. He even thought she was beautiful.
She hated her ears: they protruded backwards and were insanely long and pointed. They curled up slightly at the end. Her skin tone looked slightly sunburned.Her eyes were emerald green, her face even and finely cut. She had a figure that many women would have killed for. She was an excellent warrior and could wield a sword perfectly. Anger made her invincible, it was her whole strength and her greatest weakness: anger made her strong, but also uncontrollable.
She wore a warrior's uniform: a reinforced doublet, leather trousers, and knee-high boots. Her sword was in a back holster.

But he was no longer….

Rin ran ahead, startled as always. She looked for something to eat, but what she found was a demon woman kneeling at the edge of the lake and staring into the water.
Rin knelt beside it and also looked into the water. "What are you looking for? Have you lost something?" The blood elf flinched. She hadn't heard this child coming. It didn't seem to be afraid either, but still grinned broadly at her!
"I..I ... I? I'm not looking for anything here ..." she answered puzzled.
"What is your name?My name is Rin and I go around with my master Sesshoumaru, Jaken and AhUhn! "The child's smile grew wider and wider.
"My name? I don't have a real name ... I have a human one. It's Lea. Why don't you choose one!" She gave the girl a restrained smile. Why wasn't this child afraid of her? At home everyone would have run away screaming.
"How about ... Shan'dalar ...?" ask the little one to tell you. The name sounded good. Somehow fitting. She nodded. Rin started beaming!
"I'll take you to my master! Maybe he'll let you stay with us!" Rin jumped up and dozens of her new friend followed him. Shan'dalar didn't have time to argue.

Rin walked with her through the forest. How did the little one find her way around here? Every tree looked the same to Shan'dalar and every corner looked familiar.
Then they reached a kind of camp: a small campfire with a kind of toad (?) Squatting in front of it.A stately person was leaning against a tree. (We all know our sessi; o))
Her breath caught.
"Master Sesshoumaru! May Shan'dalar stay with us?"
At the same time the Toad and Little Rin's Master looked at her.
The toad almost had a fit when it looked at the unequal pair: "Rin, what are you carrying now? Stop disturbing the master with such trivialities!" "Oh, Jaken! Please, master!" the girl begged.
"Rin." His voice made Shan'dalar tingle. "As long as she's not in the way. What kind of demon are you? I've never seen anything like you."
"Demon? I ... am not a demon. They ... call my kind ... blood elves." she stuttered.
With that he closed his eyes and leaned back in.
/ Well, great greeting ... First the little one, a talking toad and now a block of ice ... / thought the blood elf.