"Oh no, my Franze trainee teacher !! * büärks *

"My English teacher!"

"Nah now?"

"But." * sigh *

"I'm already sick, but that .." * gag *

"Hehe. By the way, I am unable to give you any constructive advice. I only know what I have experienced myself."

"I know, thanks anyway." * Break off here *

There is a long pause between the interlocutors

* pick up the thread * And how is it now?

"Now that we've finally separated? Don't know .. at the moment I just feel a great emptiness. The shock comes later .." * wait for it *

"I see. It was similar to me once. 8 months passed. But in dreams the person kept chasing me. Do you think that this is possible?"

"What that a person haunts you in dreams? Of course, if you really loved that person."

"I mean: that it is even really possible to finish with it? Do you think you can do it? Does it seem right to you?"

"I can't tell you whether I'll actually be able to finish with it, the time was just too long and too intense for that to happen so quickly.I can't tell you whether it's right or not. All I know is that I will certainly remember this story in 60 years. Maybe then I'll smile at how naive I was, or maybe I'll cry too. "

"Aha. Is it the first time that you decide to split up?"

"Yes, we talked about it in detail yesterday and we reached an agreement. Even if I don't like it, I'd rather release it than watch it perish in my chains. I'm sure you understand .. "

"I'll try. It seems to be over. But before that, I would have guessed at most, maybe a year apart and then see how it is again. Or would that have done nothing?"

"No, definitely not. Something like a break is usually not recommended anyway."

"Strangely enough, it helped him and me. But it must always be different.""Naturally."

"Hmm .. and once again I'm better than most of the others. Manno man."

"Why are you worrying like that? Please don't put your light under the bushel! You don't need that at all. Better be happy that you are doing so well, my God!" * Nag *

"I do. I have to admit, I'm incredibly grateful. I feel more and more that I'm on the right track. You contributed to that."

"Oh, did I?" * Think about it *

"Oh yep, definitely! I have such really good friends, sob. His idea of ​​happiness is the mere absence of unhappiness and yet has never known it."

"If pity would help him, I would say yes" poor guy ". But I still feel a little sorry for him .."

"Strangely enough, he doesn't feel sorry about it. Never understood him, haha. Do you think there is a difference between joy and happiness?"

"Nope, not really. I think it's up to you to make a difference."

"Sure. I once read that in Zen or any religion you make the following distinction: happiness is when you, for example,Have eaten delicious and are now full. Joy is when you are hungry but know that you are on your way home to where you will eat. Jeez why am I saying that anyway? Arrgh .. "

"I don't know why you're saying that. Maybe to get confirmation? I don't know. But if you don't know why you're saying that, why are you so upset about it?"

"I find myself so unconstructive these days. I think I should be more silent."

"Any more? Then you won't say anything more! No, I think that's stupid."

"Hehe, but it's really only clear after the last few days. I'll always give my stupid sayings. * Laughs * But I want to be more careful with judgments or advice. No, don't want to be true; I can't help it. "* smile *

* groan..umfall * "Under these aspects: Better shut up!"