Separate ways

Not a day goes by without me thinking of you
Not a second goes by where I don't give you my heart.
I don't want to be away from you for a minute
Because I love you so much.

But the hours fly by me
And I plague myself with eternal jellyfish.
I don't miss the past
Because it is filled with hatred and suffering.

I'm not mad, I'm not happy.
I'm fine either way.
It's long gone
Our ways are now in two halves.

I know no life is without pain
And so I say goodbye with a heavy heart.
There will be no "goodbye"
I will go on living my life normally.

And so I sit in my room at night.
All alone I look at the clear sky.
And I wish to be a star
So, like now, I would be all alone.

But you should know
I won't shed a tear for you.
No regrets, no reproaches, no grief.
You have to understand, I am not mad.

I'm so lonely, so lonely and emptyI miss you and I miss you more and more
I don't need you, I realize
But nothing will be the same as it used to be.

I look outside and stay silent.
Shadows spread around me.
They lurk, they wait, they surround me.
And that's when I realize how much I miss you.

I keep avoiding your looks
And that with increasing fate.
I know exactly that I miss you
But it's over, that's for sure.