How so . . . why can't I forget him?
Didn't I care what happened to him ?!
No! And yet yes. . . I see him and he looks at me but does he recognize me? I dont know. I want to see him jump into his arms every time, into his eyes and say: "I love you Seth !!"
But every time I'm the one who turns away and leaves.
He set me free and tore deep wounds in my heart. But can he also heal her again?
Again I stand here on the outskirts and stare at the fields in front of the city. (O. o there are any>. . It's quiet and I bow my head. I am sad and yet I feel fulfilled and happy. But did it really make me so happy to always watch him from behind?No certainly not . . . And yet there was no hope for us. Not in this life, not here and not now. But surely in another life.
For a long time I looked at the sun, which was getting smaller and smaller, before I sat down on a stone and quietly slurped in front of me.
I raised my lowered gaze in a start when someone put a blanket around my shoulders. (Curtain up for * drum roll * SETH, I should stop chattering in between>. I was so scared that I almost fell off the stone. At the last moment he cupped my shoulders with one hand and hugged me again. How did he find me ?! And why was he here? "You shouldn't cry, tears don't suit a pretty woman like you, Kisara.", He still remembered my name! So he hadn't forgotten me after all! Oh Seth. . .
I push my body even closer to his and I have the feeling that not only am I the happiest person in the whole world at this moment.Seth stands up and offers me his hand. I stare at him and hesitate to reach for her because I fear she is just an illusion. He must have seen through my train of thought because he bends down and immediately reaches for my whole body. Before I can hold out, he has already carried me away in his strong, strong arms. All I have left is to press myself against his muscular chest and surrender to his will. And actually I don't want anything else myself than he does.
I look at him and he smiles. So I smile too and I think that's a good thing.

tbc. . .?

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O.O * glubsch * Nyaaaaa I have the first hood ready yehaaaa !! So if everyone now leaves me a Kommi that doesn't always say the same thing, namely I adore:
"It was great, just keep writing!"
Ohhhhh>. "The FF was just shit"I don't feel like it either! If you thought it was bad, please tell me in a friendly and nice way! >. Maybe there will be a second chapter, maybe, maybe not. Depends entirely on you - .-
So then

Bye Bye

Katako