Joy and sorrow

"So, that should be the preparation for the polyjuice drink! Something is missing ... Snape is beheading me ... what's missing? ... Where is that stupid book?" * Rustle *
"Ah there it is! Let's see polyjuice drink, polyjuice drink there it is ... I have ... yep ... um tree snake skin? Shit !!! Why can't I remember that? That's crazy!
Hmm ... oh hello! And welcome to Hogwarts School of Wizardry and Witchcraft. My name is rika. You are probably wondering why I only sit at the desk on the first weekend at school !? To be clear, I'm not a nerd. I am distracting myself!
I was not always so calm and lived so withdrawn, I was always in a good mood and loved doing something with my friends, but everything has changed!
My friends let me down more and more and well, such experiences are not exactly beneficial for a happy person, what do you think?
So we agree. Gradually everything that was important to me was taken away from me, but the best thing is if I tell you everything from the beginning, otherwise you don't even know what I'm talking about!It should have been almost two and a half years since it all began. In my village, Talia, there is only one witch besides me, my best friend Jasmin. I met her at a rock concert. The band was called "Rock á la Bier", they were really great and the singer Daimon… that was a real shit!
I liked the band so much that I used the holidays and went to a few more concerts, of course with Jasmin, and that's how we got to know each other!
And we also got to know the band members. There is Franz, he also lives in my village and plays the drums. Total chaos, but a fully loving being. Christoph was very shy, we needed a bit to warm him up, but we made it. He's just as crazy as Franz and he plays bass. Jim is the guitarist and also lives in my village. He was always really happy when we were there and all that, but somehow he mostly wore a mask. Mark was the girl for everything in the band.He didn't act himself, but he gave them plenty of support and brought them drinks and filmed the performances. We had fun dancing with him!
And the best of course at the end ... Daimon! The guy is just a class of his own. Even after the first concert, he always grinned at us, he was totally sociable and didn't see us. Daimon is the heart of the band, without him nothing would have happened and he sings! I will still have a lot to report about him.

At the beginning Janine was still there. She was Jasmin's best friend, but Janine always thought I wanted to knock her out or something like that. I have no idea what problems she had and when she changed schools it was all over. She made the total terror and at some point didn't contact us anymore, she always said she had more than enough new friends and all this tara! It didn't bother us and neither did the boys!

As it is, the summer vacation was over too soon and we had to go back to Hogwarts.Jasmin was younger than me and also in a different house, so we saw each other less often. But, we have owls and at the beginning it went pretty well.

In any case, I was now in the fifth grade and the lessons became more demanding. The houses were all mixed up in class, typically Dumbledore. “Stick together, together we are strong!” How much I admire his optimism!
I made new friends, Jaqueline, Jennifer and Kathrine. After that, I was just hanging out with the three of them. We almost always had lessons right away and were the shamrock par excellence!

We were inseparable! Since lunch is not official, we always sat together at the same table. We always changed. Kathrine was also in Gryffindor, Jennifer and Jaqueline were in Rawenclaw.
The first year went into the country without any problems, we were inseparable and with Jasmin I often met and introduced the others. During the holidays I was always in Talia because of the concerts of "Rock á la Bier".Daimon liked us more and more and was almost always with us. We were a great team and just laughing. Those times were glorious and daimon made me who I am. I used to hold back a bit, a kind of wallflower, you understand.
But Daimon showed me what it is like to be "I" myself and I am that too.
People were always flabbergasted when I came back from vacation.
Kathrine said I would always shine and be in a much better mood after a visit to Daimon.
Dora always tells me that too.
Oh, you don't even know who Dora is… sorry… well, I went to the village school with Dora earlier. She's a Muggle but she knows I'm a witch and the Ministry of Magic condones it. Anyway, I'm the best in Muggle studies now, and not without reason. I know my way around the non-magical world pretty well, so I'm also familiar with the phenomenon called laptops and the internet. * G *
Usually technical devices don't work near Hogwarts but what I would do without Dumbledore.He knew how much Dora means to me and since they are getting an apprenticeship and I hardly see them at all.
He enchanted my laptop and lo and behold it works! I'm probably the only witch at Hogwarts who uses a laptop. Nobody knows that I have it and it was not easy to hide it, but magic makes it possible!
In any case, I can now write to Dora every day and keep in touch!
As I said, Dora also thinks I have changed through the influence of Daimon and yes they were right!
I was a teenager who beamed and infected everyone and my hobby was soul counseling!
That was always a matter of its own! If someone had problems he came to me and I was happy to do that, that's not the case.

But then everything got a bit difficult, because now boys came into play in the sixth grade! One was named Duncan and the other James. I liked Duncan from the start, we had a lot in common and we sat together in arithmetic.But Duncan had a girlfriend and Jennifer also began to be interested in him, isn't that bad, right? I thought too and then I realized that Duncan was also interested in Jennifer and so of course I was out of the race.
And since I'm a social pig I helped a little, they have been together for almost a year and are happy! Jennifer saved me from telling me everything she knew it would offend me. And it was vacation immediately afterwards, so I didn't have to endure it all the time. There weren't any concerts this time, unfortunately, but that's what Billy was there for. He's my best friend and goes to secondary muggle school, he doesn't know what I can do. I wanted to tell him, but I couldn't! Dora is enough. Well, what can you do?!
And then it was back to school. I slowly began to withdraw a bit, I couldn't watch Jennifer and Duncan's turtles.
But there was still James, he wasn't my type ... but Kathrine thought he was really great.So we tried a bit to do something but he had a girlfriend.
In Arithmantik, James was just kidding me and I found out that he's actually a lovely guy and that’s the way it is.
And Kathrine had orientated herself to Aidon, James brother. So it went all year round, until just before the summer vacation. We went to Hogsmeade, Jaqueline and Aidon didn't come with us. Kathrine was a little kinked, but that passed very quickly!
James was very interested in her, he just didn't want to rush it because he was just in a relationship. They just cuddled and just like that. But they were practically together.
In any case, Kathrine cried my ears afterwards how stupid it all is and all that! She hadn't even thought of me, how I was doing now.
Loved two guys and lost both of them to best friends.
That was about the point where I stopped talking to anyone and when I lost some of my humor.The only one who knew everything was Dora, she said I shouldn't let myself get finished and if she didn't have such a great respect for magic, she would have told the others a few bars long ago.
That cheered me up a bit and the fact that I would see The Boys again soon.

We, Jasmin and I, managed to get Daimon to trust us. He's been talking to us about things his girlfriend doesn't even know.
It was really great as long as I still had Daimon and Jasmin was fine.

But everything went wrong during the summer vacation before my final year of school!
Daimon leaves the band and moves away for good. For Jasmin and me it was time to say goodbye ... god that was hell on earth. I haven't seen him since then, that should have been more than half a year now.
It's horrible that I feel so lonely ... like part of me has died.

After that I really withdrew. Jasmin didn't notice that because she is in a different house and has her own problems.Yeah ... I'm still the shrink for the others. I should get one too.
I was able to keep in touch with Daimon through the laptop, but it doesn't really work.
Jasmin only has guys on her mind now and is always out and about with Manuela. She belongs in Jasmin's house and they are the same age.

That was my story, since saying goodbye to Daimon I've started to learn how stupid but it didn't really help! Jasmin, Jennifer, Jaqueline and Kathrine don't really notice any of this. They don't seem to care! I dont know! But if you have problems, be it at school or in general, I'll be the first to be approached. I feel kind of ripped off there.
What can you do!
I soon made it and then I'll start an apprenticeship, hoping I won't have to endure the others as often.
Sure there are some that I will miss, but there are owls!So that's why I'm a nervous tailcoat. Even Snape worries about me, even if he doesn't show it publicly. I've got detention with him so often and it's fun. I take my school supplies with me and get tea and biscuits and help with homework. He has often asked if everything was okay and I just said: "Yes! > what should I have said?

Oh my goodness ... it's getting late. Soon the others will come back and then I can forget about learning and even if Snape likes me, I have to do the chores.
So do it well and never give up! "

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Finished!!!!!
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