Hello my dears!
Here is a short FF from me, then also B / V, I hope I haven't completely screwed it up.
I don't want to say much, except one more thing:
I dedicate this FF to my dearest friend Marenzi.
She's always such a good friend, I just don't want to have to miss her anymore. Without your support I would not have written this FF and many other things.
So my love, thank you for everything, this is for you.

Why you?

Bulma, why you? Why did you have to go
How could I be so blind ...
Didn't everyone know, everyone, just not me? But why didn't anyone tell me anything?
You never hated anything, but you knew it very well. How could I not know that you are so sick? I should have felt it.
But you didn't want to be a burden to anyone, if you'd just said something ...
Too late. Now it's too late and I'm alone
Why did you just leave me
Didn't you always want to be with me? Didn't we always want to be there for one another?I can never help you anymore.
Why didn't you tell me why ?! I do not understand it!
Didn't you know that we could have helped you?
I will never forget this day.
Your cold body next to mine, you were so pale, your beautiful full lips bloodless. And I couldn't help you, couldn't even say goodbye to you. If only I had tried harder for you ...
If only I had taken better care of you.
Nobody will be able to fill the empty space you left, you and me, yes, it was good that way, it was right that way.
I can't just let you go.
I just can't stand the thought of never seeing you again, never feeling you again, never feeling your warmth again.
How am I supposed to bury you?
I can't give you up, stay with me!
I can't hand you over to the cold earth, stay here…. With me.
Even now you are still so beautiful ... your hair, which you always wore so proudly, so lightly it caresses your shoulders, your shining eyes, so full of goodness, will I never be able to see them again?You sleep, yes, you lie here as if you were sleeping, but you will not wake up from this sleep again, not here, not in this world.
Wherever you are now are you waiting?
Will you wait for me
For me you are the only real thing, you always will be. In my heart, deep in me, you are immortal.
But does it all still make sense now?
Does my life make sense without you, beloved Bulma?
Without your light ...
I just can't stand this darkness ...
But soon I'll be with you, soon, just wait.
Because my end will be our new beginning.

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