Goodbye Akane

Hi, there I am again, even if this time instead of a parody with a song fuck ... but since warned, it targets the tear glands !!! I will definitely add an alternative ending (for people with weak nerves like me, or people who prefer happy-ends ...) but this does not have to be read because the story should already be over ...

The decisive factor for this FF was that I came across one of my old favorite songs: Untitled by Simple Plan

If you have the song somewhere, be sure to hear it when you read this FF!

Otherwise, I just have to say, have some handkerchiefs ready and leave me a picking point if you liked the story ... see you then, your Kks-chan (oh god, that rhymes ^^ °)

It was one of those normal school days again ... ok, maybe not completely normal, but that's never the case. Ranma tried to annoy Akane wherever he could, even if he lost the fun in the meantime.He didn't know why himself. But today it was somehow different. Akane just didn't get angry, let her hammer stick. He tried everything, comments about her figure, insults etc ... but the more Ranma teased and tried to lure her on the offensive, the more Akane withdrew. At some point he finally realized that something was wrong. He was just teasing and loudly wondering why he should take Akane as his wife, she wasn't really beautiful, and besides, he had so many other girls who adored him and who wouldn't behave like this one poodle-haired macho woman!

Suddenly he saw it ... a small tear glittered in her eyes, made its way over Akane's beautiful face, played around her wonderful lips for a moment, like a drop of dew in a rose, and finally burst as it fell on the table top. And right then he knew that he had gone too far.But it was too late, Akane had jumped up and ran away. He wanted to run after her, but for some reason he couldn't.

When he returned to the Tendo family's house in the afternoon, his first question was about Akane, and whether she was feeling better. When no one answered, he asked Kasumi where Akane was now, but she only asked him why they hadn't come home together. In any case, Akane would not have been home.

Ranma got up from the table on the grounds that she was full. He went to the dojo to train to get rid of all his anger and guilt through hard training. But it didn't help.

After exercising unsuccessfully for an hour, he decided to simply blame his guilt, anger, and guilty conscience on his fatigue, went to bathe, and went to his room.

Hoping to be able to forget his worries at least in his sleep, he slowly slipped into the realm of dreams ...

I open my eyesI try to see but I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how

I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight

"Where am I here? What am I doing here? And above all, what kind of bright light is that? Someone is coming. Akane, is it you? Can you forgive me? Akane! The light disappears ... it's dark .. . Night. I hear waves crashing. But why am I lying here? I have to go to Akane and apologize. I don't want to hurt her!

But I have to wake up! I can only look for you when I'm awake!

[i]And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain

Now I'm looking for you Akane. I didn't dare to do it this afternoon, I was afraid of it. What if you don't forgive me I don't want to hurt you at all! Please be strong. Otherwise you are always so strong. Please hold on, I don't want you to suffer because of me. I want to apologize! When you suffer I feel your pain too. I don't want to suffer. I don't want you to suffer.I do not want that. But I don't know how to stop ... I've made so many mistakes ...

[i]How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

I've got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

All these people ... the world is so big. And yet there is nowhere where I could hide from my fear, where I could find you. Why does all this always have to happen to me? Why does the person who is most important to me suffer because of me? The night goes on ... it doesn't pay any attention to me. I run through the crowds, and yet I have no specific destination. More and more my thoughts push themselves to a question. Why is all this happening to me? Why do I have to hurt you when I don't want to? Will it go on forever? I don't want to live this life anymore!

[i]Everybody's screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I'm slipping off the edgeI'm hanging by a thread

I want to start this over again

This crowd around me ... they devour me. I wanna scream, I scream your name Do you hear him Probably not. They all scream. There is one lamentation in the whole world. We stand on the edge. I stand on the edge. Should i end my life I want to start over, never make the same mistakes again. Never hurt you again ...

[i]So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

I do not know what happened. The whole time I didn't notice. Something was going on inside of me. Now I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you ... and hurting you so many times. I wish none of this had ever happened. I wish us back to a time when I didn't hurt you. But I can't undo what I've done. I can't ... I really can't ...I hear the sound of waves. I am at the Ocean. Your favorite place on the high cliffs ... and mine too. You always feel so free here, carefree ... it gives you comfort. Akane? Are you that? Please wait for me...

[i]How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

I've got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

... please wait for me ... wait for me ... wait ... Akane ...

I didn't mean to hurt you so much! Was your pain so great? Was there no longer any way out? Life ... I destroyed yours ... and mine too ... Akane ... Why did I never tell you how I felt? Would it have saved you I am so sorry. I never meant to hurt you. Why is this happening to me? Why do I have to hurt those who matter most to me? This life has no meaning anymore ... and you? Did you still see any meaning in your life? I destroyed him ... you with him ... and with you, my meaning ... I wanted to tell you what I feel ... that has now become clear to me ... but you did not want to hear.Maybe out of fear?

You turned around and looked out at the wide, stormy sea. Then you looked me in the face again, and while night and sea devoured you, the wind blew around me, with your last words ... "

... Ranma, I love you ...

[i]I made my mistakes

I've got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

END OF THE MAIN STORY- Alternative end is yet to come ...

So, I hope you enjoyed it, and at least it hit me a bit (I just started to cry while writing ...) and as I said, I'm always happy about clerks !!!

See you soon someday, your Kks-chan