how I actually wandered through the world asleep ... everyone has changed ... me too?
Suddenly Kikyou withdrew her hand ... I started and looked at her while I saw movement in the undergrowth ...
"I have to go ..." were her words and she crept back into the shade of the trees. I didn't understand her and just looked after her with a questioning look, what did she have? Did she feel something I hadn't noticed? What drove you to "escape" so quickly?I heard the loud crack of a branch and immediately turned my head in the direction from which the sound was coming.
Understandably, Kikyou went so fast, it was Kagome, who made her way through the leaves and branches.
I still remember, shortly before the fight, Naraku ... a meeting with Kikyou ...
It didn't last long as she was worried about Kohaku, who was still wearing a shard of jewels ... she had been taking care of him for quite a while.
But the one sentence with which she ended our conversation at the time, this sentence still sounds like an echo in my ears ...
"You have already lost your heart to her ... if you have accepted it, then you will finally experience the happiness you deserve ..." she said it with a smile, but her eyes had a completely different message in them ...
Whenever I saw Kagome I had to think of her words, they had burned themselves into me and just didn't want to be understood ... But her look, her smile, it doesn't make me think any longer ...She still wears my Suikan cloak around her shoulders, which makes her look a little small and lost. Her right hand holds on to it, trembling, and her brown eyes look at me in astonishment. "Inuyasha!" she almost yelled as she came running towards me. She fell stormily around my neck, as it had always been her way, and clung to me. I gently put my arms around her body and waited a moment for her reaction to my "human" existence ... But she didn't seem to care at all, she just stammered confused stuff ...
"Three ... three days she said and you would be awake again ... I was so worried ... I was afraid you would never wake up again ... the last 5 weeks had been hell for me ..."
// Five weeks? Had I slept that long? I could hardly imagine this ... how could I survive for so long? //
I tried to comfort her, again and again I started with comforting words, but I still couldn't get a sound out of it.Before I had thought it was just an aftereffect, but now I was seriously worried ... More and more I tried to get a sound out, in vain ...
Not only that I was now human, I had also lost my voice ... My new knowledge did not stay a secret for long ... Kagome saw me rank with myself and tried to say something ... my lips formed the words, but my voice made them sound .
She took a step back from me and looked at me in dismay, I could understand her look well, I would certainly have reacted just as she did if I hadn't had this panic ...
Without my voice, without my demonic powers ... why don't I remember why this happened? I keep trying to call up my memories in my head, but everything is empty, this veil, this dark veil, it does not want to pass, it does not want to give me a clear view, what kind of feeling is that spreading inside me makes?Despair…
Anxiety…
Silence comes to my mind and I only see the wet eyes that look at me sadly. The lips that quietly begin to form words ...
"Inuyasha ... you lost your voice ...?"