I know it took a long time and the Kappi is way too short so I'm really sorry ^^ "

Chapter 3 Church Blossoms

What was it? This feeling…
I sat in my room and my eyes went to my white wall, across from my bed ...
Was it boredom that plagued me, or was it more?
The well was blocked, I could no longer travel to medieval Japan ... but I had wished for this "normal" life for so long ...
I was plagued by thoughts of my friends and the feeling that I had let them down ...
Does that mean that I actually wanted to go back? Every morning when I got up, always wanted to see them?
I heard my mother call from the kitchen.
I let out a sigh before stretching out my bent legs and pushing my hands off the soft mattress.
While I was eating, my thoughts were everywhere, just not where they should have been.There was an important exam ahead of me that I should have been preparing for, but I kept digressing. , I thought again over another bite of poultry that I had put in my mouth.
"What is the matter with you, my mother's soft voice, whereupon I turned my tired gaze from my food to her worried eyes.
But I just waved it off, she shouldn't worry unnecessarily about me, no, that wouldn't be good.
"I'm going for a walk!" Were my words before I left the table without further ado and left the house stormy.
, I told myself and then went into the park.
The sun was shining on my head and I could easily feel the tickling of the gentle rays. The city park hadn't grown naturally, it was laid out a few years ago and has been kept in good condition by gardeners since then, just because a few residents had complained about the bad air, I had never found the air "bad" ...My eyes wandered along the neat paths. In a nearby meadow, children were playing with a little red ball ...
That red ... It reminded me of HIM again. I even caught myself quietly whispering his name to myself ...
I looked past the children to the church trees that were in full bloom ...
Suddenly my head was free of all problems and fears ...
A realization seized me when I saw this tree ...
Golden eyes seemed to be watching me inside ...
This feeling, what I felt because of the blocked path into the past, finally I realized what feeling it was.
I put my hands over my face, noticing how individual salty tears welled up in my eyes.
Now that I realized it, I understood even more….
<... it's better that way ...>, a light gust of wind whispered to me.
I looked up, but there was no one to be seen….