I sit there, alone with my loneliness and my pain. All are dead, all but you and me. Why did it have to happen to both of us, why did it have to affect our families? It is so unfair!

But I think it must be even more difficult for you than for me, you were and still are today, a proud and strong Saiyajin, but some things have changed for you, back then you were an ice-cold murderer, you simply have no one near you calm, you were so aloof and I even think lonely, you never found out what love is, you met Bulma, you never showed it or said it, you hid your feelings under your rough shell.

But, to be honest, I saw it, you finally found out what love is and you even felt it yourself. Bulma showed you that you not only need hatred and anger to live, no, she opened the doors to a new life and you stepped in with thanks. Your cold side rarely came out.Then Bulma was the one who gave you two wonderful children.

You were a good role model to your son and you trained him to be a good fighter, he was your whole pride, even if you never told him, he knew that just as I did. You loved your daughter too, she was your little princess and you couldn't refuse her a wish, no matter what it was. You were a happy little family.

And now, like me, fate has simply taken away what meant most to us, what was most valuable to us, what we loved is gone, forever.

Since then you have turned inside yourself and won't let me get close to you, but we have the same pain, we have to suffer the same. But you'd rather be alone. I absolutely cannot understand that! It makes me wary!

I've been sitting here for days, haven't eaten since, but I don't care.

Since the day when fate took everything into its own hands, my heart seems to have shattered into a thousand pieces, it hurts so much in my chest, like a large gaping wound that cannot heal anymore.I keep asking myself why, but I can't get an answer that excludes all buts and at the same time sounds plausible.

It all just hurts so much, although it was all over half a year ago, it seems to me as if I only had to watch yesterday how one after the other of you was killed. I was just too weak to protect you. I hope you can forgive me someday ... that's my only wish I have!

Even if I cannot resuscitate you, I can only hope that you are fine where you are.

The pain that haunts my body, my soul, my heart again and again will never go away. He constantly reminds me of my inability not to be able to help you.

A single tear rolled down his cheek, this was an expression of his helplessness and sadness.

He got up slowly and walked over to the window. Outside, the weather seemed to mirror his inner turmoil exactly.A storm was raging, it was raining and there was no sign of the sun trying to make a single attempt to push through the thick rain clouds to bring warmth back into the daylight.

[I]What is Vegeta doing now?

Without thinking about it any longer, he put his two fingers to his forehead and concentrated briefly, the next moment he found himself in front of the large impressive building of the C.C.

He could feel the aura of Vegeta, even if it wasn't as strong as it used to be, it seems almost fragile.

Determined Son-Goku went to the front door, when he wanted to knock, he noticed that it was open. For a moment he wondered what this meant, but then decided to just walk in to see. Step by step he made his way through the numerous corridors of the building until he reached the living room, he didn't even have to look around, because as soon as he entered the rum, he saw Vegeta standing at the window as he was doing it himself had done a few moments and stared at the raging storm.However, he turned around when he saw Goku behind him and a small smile appeared on his face. But that died again immediately, then he turned his back on Son-Goku again.

What is Kakarott doing here again? Why can't he just leave me alone? Oh what am I talking about? He's the only one I have left. I always saw him as a traitor, I wanted to be the stronger of the two of us, I wanted to prove to him that I was better. But I never succeeded, I often showered him with insults, but he just accepted it, accepted me as I am, like Bulma, my Bulma, she really loved me, I looked at her, Even if we often argued, you were the first in my life who gave me something like warmth and security. But I only realize that now, where you are dead, dead like my children.

I was always cold to them, but they loved me, why didn't they hate me?I was so mean back then, I kept giving them the cold shoulder.

Today I know better, yes, I love my family, but this realization comes much too late.

It hurt so much when I watched you get killed and there was nothing I could do about it, it's all my fault, I regret that I couldn't tell you anymore what you meant to me.

I hope you can someday forgive me for my mistakes ... that's my only wish I have.

The storm slowly began to clear again.

Son-Goku stood still for the last few minutes and watched Vegeta, he noticed that Vegeta was not much better than himself.

Although he wasn't sure what to do now, he walked up to his former comrade in arms and put a hand on his shoulder.

Vegeta looked at him and Son-Goku couldn't believe what he was seeing, Vegeta had tears in his eyes and as if he had read Vegeta's mind, he said: “My friend, I think you will be able to forgive us one day weren't there for her in time.But I think they wouldn't have wanted us to melt into self-pity now. You will certainly forgive us ...! "

Vegeta smiled and Goku did the same.

And as if it were a sign of fate, the sun finally managed to push its way through the thick layer of cloud and let the raging storm be forgotten. Still smiling, they both looked outside.

[I]That's a sign they've forgiven us! I'm so happy, ChiChi, Gohan and Goten, I will never forget you. We'll definitely see each other again at some point! I'm absolutely sure with this...

Yes, Kakarott became my friend without my noticing it, but the thought of not being alone makes things a lot more bearable!

Bulma, Trunks and Bra will see us again and then I will be able to tell you what you mean to me, soon ...