Ok ... let's go!
* take a deep breath *
New ff new luck!
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bad ... that's so nerve-racking !! Read it read it !!
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* hypnotize * leeeeseeeennn ...
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sry ^^ ° .. so .. now again ... this FF is a new beginning for me ... please be critical that i contract .. if you have suggestions for improvement ... so .. it starts very simply ^^ hehehe ... I already put the first two in today .. let's see what will happen to Konis;) have fun reading ...
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or not? ... but * smile * will only be later ... "dramatic"

prolog
# Thought ...

Darkness ... just this cloudy darkness everywhere ...
since that day I was cursed ...

For some time I thought it was over ... but ... mistake ...
It hurts ... day by day it hurts more ...
when I'm with Naruto or someone else ... I don't show anything ...
I don't want you to worry ...

The only person I've said is Anko ... as she shares the same fate as me ...She said it would be over ... but ... I don't quite trust her ...
the look she had on her face tells me that everything is not all right ...

Lately I've always had this urge to just go out of my house at night and stroll through the streets, but ... what good is that for me?

This is the only time I can focus on this pain in my shoulder ... and only this pain ...

It's like being called ...
that damn orochimaru ... but what should I do?

I can't tell the others ...
I am not only worried about this pain ... but also about the events of the last few weeks ...
my brother has reappeared and i don't know what to do ...

What am I still doing here ... it is far too dangerous for the others ... what if I no longer have myself under control and ... kill them all?
I can't let that happen ...
it would be better i would go ...
to where I can't harm anyone ...to where I am taken for who I am ...
but ... to Orochimaru?

I don't know ... he would only use me ... but ... with him I might have the opportunity to simply include this pain in my life ...
that he becomes a part of me ...

This damned darkness ... every time I think about it I just sink into it even more ... what should I do ... who would help me?

> I would help you ...

What? Who's there? Who is sneaking around in my mind?

> I would help you forget your pain ...

Who are you? What are you looking for here?

> I ... am you ... rather the part of you ... that came about when you were cursed ...
I can help you forget your pain ... and make you ... stronger ...

Really? What do I have to do for it? I would do anything ...

> You already said the only thing you have to do ... leave Konoha ... and come with me to Orochimaru ... he can make you stronger ... even so strong that you can destroy your brother.but can I just ... let my friends down?

> Friends? Which friends? They only call themselves your friends because you are so talented ... they only want you for their benefit ... "Hey listen ... I'm friends with Sasuke Uchiha, you are amazed" believe me ... you are better off with me and Orochimaru ...

What should I do ... I look around and ... it's getting darker and darker ... I can't even see my own hand anymore ... I don't really know ... but as you say it ... there are only advantages ... what is the hoe?

> Hack? there is none ... the only thing you have to do is your soul ... let it be mine ... or do you want to stay in this darkness forever? I can make sure that you hold a candle in your hands ... let me take hold of your soul ...

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> What is it? Don't you trust me If you don't even trust me ... then you don't trust yourself ... Come on, give me your hand and forget your pain ...I'm not sure ... what will happen to the others ... what will they say ... when I leave? What about Naruto ... and ... with ... Sakura?

> They will not even notice that you are gone ... forget them ... for you it will only be important to get stronger ... or do you want to follow Naruto for the rest of your poor life?

... no ... you ... are right ... this is the only way ... I can go ... please help me forget my pain ... and make me stronger ... please. ..

> Then ... come to me ... step once into the eternal darkness ... to ever come out again ...

... Yes

And so I left Konoha.
Naruto and a few others tried to prevent me from doing so, but to no avail.
I went to Orochimaru ... and left Naruto badly injured.
I still remember how Sakura tried to stop me ... but I couldn't go back ... which is decided must also be done ... I left her unconscious on a bench in the park ...I've never seen her again since then.

yes well .. is not much ^^ ° but gradually it gets more ...
definitely ... it doesn't start right yet .. but baaaald * g * muahahahaha !!!!
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am I doing it again? Ah, whatever...
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