They loved me a little at first. But when I told them my secret too, they idolized me.I don't feel like it anymore. So finally leave me alone. "He walked away and she stared after him in horror.

'Secret? What kind of secret? 'I pondered this for a while until I decided to take some fresh air to clear my head. I walked around a little in the nearby park. 'That can't be true ... why do I always have such bad luck? 'Marc came towards me. When he saw me he ran quickly to me and hugged me. "Not that you run away from me again." He grinned. 'He pretends nothing has happened, of course it seems as if he was right yesterday and this Yvonne is really not his girlfriend. Still, I'm kind of angry with him. '
“Hey, now please talk to me again.” “I just happened to overhear your conversation with Yvonne.” I said coolly. He let go of me and sat on the bench. "Oh ... well ... then at least now you know that I didn't lie to you yesterday."" Yes ... tell me ... what kind of 'little secret' you have been talking about all this time? "He looked blankly at the floor." I can't tell you that .. I'm sorry. "I sat down next to him and looked at him." Why not? Do not you trust me? “He still looked at the ground and remained silent. 'So he doesn't trust me. That's fine. But doesn't he even slowly notice what I feel for him?' I got up and was about to leave when he held my hand and got up too . I turned around and was about to say something when he kissed me affectionately. "He ... he ... kisses me .. Does that mean ... he feels something for me? Why was he always so cold me? 'I was blown away and only noticed that I was already lying in his arms again. Slowly I came to myself again. "Marc ... why ... why were you always so cold to me, when you were actually so cold to me weren't quite averse? "" That was just my so-called defense. "" Defense protection? "" You don't have to understand that now."He stroked my cheek and left me.

I went back to my room completely perplexed. Sarah was already coming towards me. "I've been looking for you all the time. I've been worried. Where have you been all this time?" "I ... I was outside." And so I told about all the incidents yesterday and today. "Man ... he seems to be really in love with you." She grinned at me cheekily. "Oh .. just because he kissed me, that doesn't mean that he is in love with me." "Marie .. don't always think so pessimistic. All the comments from the others seem to have gotten to you a bit "" Oh what. If he would love me, don't you think he would have told me long ago? "" Oh, he's probably just too shy. Like you You two. "She laughed and I kind of had to smile too. Sarah always made me think differently and could always cheer me up."Then it would be better if we skip our day today and you go to Marc and confess your love to him." "Are you crazy ??? I won't do that .. NEVER." "Then I have to help out a bit. "" W-What are you up to? " I asked uncertainly. "You'll see." She grinned mysteriously and without saying anything, she disappeared. 'What is she up to now?'

A few minutes later she came back with Marc in tow. "Marie wanted to tell you something very important." "SARAH !!!" "Um .. I'm already gone." She just said happily. 'I'm going to kill her .. how can she do something like that. I can't just say to Marc .. 'Yes .. Sorry Sarah went crazy again. ' Or so. What am I doing now? 'Marc sat on the bed. “What did you want to tell me so important?” I turned to the window in a flash and blushed completely. 'I can't really tell him how I feel about him. ' "So?What is it? "He asked impatiently." Well ... well ... "I turned back to him and looked into his expectant eyes. 'No ... I can't do that .. in what an embarrassing situation I was Sarah just brought me back. "Suddenly the door opened and Sarah came snowing in." So Marie .. now stop stuttering and tell him what's up. "I looked at her with big eyes. She groaned" Ok .. since you don't say it after all, I will probably have to tell him ... "" NO, Sarah, please don't. "Marc looked questionably at Sarah and me alternately." Please Sarah .. "" Marie .. please don't be angry .. I just want you to be happy at last. So Marc .. "" Sarah .. please don't tell him. "Without listening to me, Sarah just kept talking." ... what Marie was trying to tell you the whole time was ... "" Sarah, please stop now. I thought you were my girlfriend "Dressed briefly to me, she said," I am too ... "Then she turned back to Marc" So what she wanted to tell you was ... that she fell in love with you.So, now it's out. “'How could Sarah do something like that to me?' Everything tensed up inside me. Without waiting for the reaction, I ran out of the room. 'I just don't believe it. I asked her not to say anything. Why did she have it just done it? Definitely not to help me. '

I ran and ran without knowing where. When I couldn't anymore I looked up. I didn't know this part of town. I was probably lost. I looked left and right, but I couldn't see a busy street. I decided to go right until I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and saw that disgusting guy from the disco again. 'No this can not be. '"Oh, my dove. All alone here? This time without your boyfriend?" I didn't dare say a word, I just wanted to get away from here. I tried to free myself from his grip, but he held me too tight. "Well, you don't want to run away when we finally found each other again?Hmm .. you looked prettier in the disco back then, but that's how I take you too. "He grinned nasty. 'What does he mean by' I'll take you too ?? 'I was scared, my whole body was shaking.' What is he up to? 'He pulled me into a corner and began to kiss my neck . Disgust rose in me. "Come on little one ... you want it too. "" But definitely not with you. "I tried to push him away." I like it when women fight back. "Again he pressed me against the wall and held me tight. I screamed, but he just stuffed something in my mouth and whispered," I'd rather be quiet if I were you, then I won't hurt you either. "He disgusted me, but what should I do? I only wish Marc was with me now. I felt how he began to unbutton my dress and fondle me. I wanted to defend myself, but I couldn't. Suddenly he let go and I slumped. I felt so dirty. I was blurred as someone hit this disgust and said "I've already told you to keep your dirty fingers off of her."Marc" I whispered softly. "Don't worry, nothing more can happen to you. I'm with you " I passed out.

When I woke up again, I was in my bed. 'Was it all just a bad dream? Oh please let it be one 'Marc came to me from the bathroom. "You are awake again, how nice. How are you?" "Marc ?? Did I dream?" He looked anxiously at the floor. “No ... unfortunately not.” Disgust rose again in me. 'So those greasy, dirty fingers really touched me. 'Marc gently stroked my hair. “How-how did you know where I was?” “I just followed my heart and that apparently brought me to you.” He smiled. 'How cute he looked. 'He leaned down and looked deep into my eyes. My heart started beating like crazy again. "I wanted to tell you something else .. I ... I .. love you too ..." Then he kissed me passionately. Every tiny cell in my body seemed to jump for joy.I felt happier than ever in my life.
"You see Marie, now you both have finally overcome your shyness and are finally together, it was about time." She grinned cheekily. I jumped out of bed and gave her a big hug. I wasn't angry with her anymore, I was even kind of glad that she had told him. She let go of me. "I want to leave you two lovebirds alone a little longer." She winked at me and I smiled at her. Marc hugged me from behind and kissed me gently on the cheek. I turned to him and we lost each other in a tender kiss again. He carried me to the bed and gently sat me down on it. Then he knelt in front of me and began to say "Do you remember about this defense protection that I told you about?" I nodded. "It was only there to save me from another disappointment. I've been hurt so often in my life that I started to close myself off and no longer let anyone get to me.With you it was just somehow different ... I tried to stay cool, which I managed for a while, but ... somehow I felt different in your presence. I had the feeling that I didn't need to close myself off from you. But I was afraid ... afraid of getting hurt again. But I noticed that I actually hurt you more with my way and I didn't want that. I felt more and more drawn to you, but I didn't know if you felt the same, that's why I tried to withdraw but that didn't work either. Since yesterday, when Sarah told me that you loved me, I stopped fighting my feelings. When I didn't find you at first, I blamed myself for such things. And suddenly my heart led me to you. When I saw this guy fumbling with you ... "I shuddered" ... I got so angry. I was pretty jealous even back then when this guy kissed you at the disco.But I am glad that I no longer have to hide behind some mask. And I'm ready to tell you my little secret ... well ... "I put a finger to his mouth and shook my head ..." I don't even want to know. I just wanna be with you "He smiled happily at me and we kissed deeply.

happy end

I love happy endings. * g * This is my first self-written story, I was a little inspired by Lia's stories. ^. ^ Well, probably not everyone will like the story, especially because I haven't really had any experience with anything like that. ^^ "