Hii !!! There I am again ^^ I know I should finish my other FF (s) first. But this idea has been floating in my head for so long and I just couldn't resist writing it down. This time, too, it will be about a somewhat more delicate topic. But only at the beginning. Later on it's about love, understanding and trust, but there are also some exciting and dangerous situations. But what this is about even I can not say exactly ^^ So, let yourself be surprised ^^ And now.

Have fun reading ^^



Just a normal day ... Or maybe not


She ran through the woods. Unstoppable, on and on. Not knowing where to go, she just wanted to get away. Tears ran down her cheeks. Pain was reflected in her brown eyes.
She ran on. Branches tore at her clothes, but she kept running. Always further into the forest.
She didn't know how long she had been running, where she was or what else to do.She just kept walking. Until at some point she couldn't and fell down. She cried and cried, but did not get up. She had no more strength, could no longer move. She was desperate. What should she do? Where should she go? Where was she? And above all who was she? And what was she doing here?
She didn't know anymore. Forgot everything. She had just known. But now everything was forgotten. She didn't want to remember either. Just forget everything. Fall asleep and never wake up. She got up slowly. She was trembling all over. Her long black hair was clinging to her sweaty skin. With glassy eyes she looked up at the sky.
It was already afternoon. Everything was fine until morning.
Yes .... Everything is fine ....... But what happened next destroyed her life in one fell swoop. But not only her life, but also her heart and soul ..... Yes .... She was broken .... Like a glass that you had not touched carefully enough and from which suddenly you only got shards and splinters held in her hand ...... Yes ....... It was broken and lost everything ..... In one fell swoop .... Because of a single person ..... Because of a single feeling ...... Because of that stupid feeling that one called love ................. And this day had started quite normally .......review


"Kagome !! Stand up!" Her mother called up from the hallway. Kagome woke up and checked the alarm clock.
"So early ..." she muttered. Then she got up, dressed, and washed. When she finished, she went into the kitchen.
"Tomorrow!"
"Tomorrow honey. Slept well?"
Her mother looked at her kindly.
"Simply fantastic ^^"
She sat down and enjoyed her breakfast.
"I've already packed your bag. Oh, and before I forget, I've packed something for your friends."
"Thank you mom you are the best."
She grabbed her bag and ran to her room with it. There she stuffed a few little things in there before she ran down the meeting again with the backpack on her back and to the door.
"Ciao! See you then!"
And she was gone. In a good mood, she ran to the fountain. Today she would finally see her friends again after over a week. She jumped in and came back as usual in the Middle Ages. She got out and went into the village.There she was warmly welcomed by the villagers. She went to Kaede's hut and entered.
"Hello!" She called happily.
"Kagome !!"
A fur ball shot towards her and jumped into her arms.
"Hello Shippo! Nanu? Where are the others?"
"They're in a nearby village for a while to kill a demon," said a familiar voice from behind Kagome. She turned around.
"Hello Kaede!"
"Hello Darling."
They sat down and talked. Shortly afterwards the others came back too.
"Hey Kagome, there you are again."
"Hello Sango! Hello Miroku! It's nice to see you!"
Her friends sat next to them and Sango and Miroku told her what had happened during their absence. It wasn't much, however, so they were finished in a short time.
"Where's Inuyasha? I thought he was with you guys."
Miroku and Sango looked at each other briefly.
"Isn't he here?"
"No Sango. In any case, I haven't seen him yet.""Hmm .. Very strange. We asked him if he wanted to come with us, but he stayed here."
"Don't worry Kagome. He's probably sitting in his tree and sulking."
Kagome sighed.
"You are probably right Miroku. I'll go and see where he is. See you later."
And with that she left the hut.
Little did she know it was probably the last time.

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It had started to rain. She stood motionless in the middle of the forest, staring at the ground.
° If only I hadn't left the hut. Then maybe everything would still be fine. I would have sent him to the ground with an "Osuwari" and would have been pissed off for a while. But now ...... °
Her eyes also lost their last shine. She grabbed the sword by her hip and pulled it out of its scabbard. Inuyasha had given it to her for her 16th birthday.
It was wonderful. The handle and the scabbard were set with shiny red stones.He had gone to the gunsmith Totosai to make this sword. When Inuyasha gave it to her, she was very happy about it.
She stared at the sword in her hands. Rain ran down its sharp blade. Who would have thought that she would use it for this very purpose. If Inuyasha had known this, he would certainly not have given her the sword.
Blood dripped to the floor as the blade cut into the light skin. Now it was final. She wouldn't return anymore.
She fell to her knees. A smile graced her already slightly blue lips when she looked up at the sky with a veiled look. Tears continued to run down her pale cheeks. She felt liberated, but at the same time she felt like she had made a mistake. But she couldn't think about it anymore. It was too late.
Darkness enveloped them, gave them no more. She felt a lightness that she had never felt before.Felt all her worries dissolve into nothing. She thought of nothing more. Just let myself be captured by the darkness and calm. But they didn't want to let them stay there.

Every breath in the park
Every dance in the dark
Every promise you make
You go and throw it away
Every smile in the rain
You know it's always the same
You go and do it again
You go and throw it away

You wouldn't know what love is
If it hit you like a rock
And a girl like me is lost on you
If you don't see what you've got

You throw it away
Throw it away
All the heart and the soul I've been giving
You throw it away
Throw it away
Like it's no big deal you'll be missin '
You throw it away
Throw it away


I heard birds singing. Where was I? What happened?
I slowly opened my eyes.
"I see you are awake."
A cold and disinterested voice reached my ear. However, it seemed as if she came from far, far away. The guy was sitting right next to me. Wait a minute, dude?Yes, there was such a strange-looking man sitting not that far from me. He had long, white hair and wore a white suikan, and he also had a kind of fur boa over his right shoulder.
He looked familiar to me, but I didn't know who he was. Suddenly I noticed that not only did I have no idea who he was, because I also didn't know who I was myself. In general, I didn't remember anything at all. Just why What had happened?
"You can't remember anything, can you?"
I nodded slowly.
"You can be glad that you are still alive. I found you badly injured in a meadow near a destroyed village. You almost died."
I looked at him confused. Did that mean I originally came from this village?
"What about this village?"
Slowly and hesitantly these words left my mouth. It felt like I hadn't spoken in a long time.
"Like I said, it was destroyed. There weren't any survivors.However, I don't think you're from this village if you think so. Because they would never have allowed that. "
"W-why not?"
His eyes fixed me.
"Because you are not human. You are a hanyou. But you are not even half human."


[Song: Delta Goodrem ~ Throw it away]