Sooo ... even if hardly anyone is interested in it I once put the second chapter .. Who knows, maybe there will still be one or the other reader or commi-writer ^. ~ * gg *

Well .. I wish you all a lot of fun reading ^. ^


Chapter 2: Confusing

"So you know who I am ?! Tell me! Please!"
She looked at him pleadingly.
"No. I know what you are, but I don't know who you are. You have to find out for yourself."
With that he turned away and stood up.
"H-hey wait!"
But regardless of her reputation, he just left. Why should he stay longer? It was enough that he had saved this Hanyou's life with Tensaiga. Did he have to deal with her as well? Should she stay where the pepper grows. He didn't know why he'd even helped her anyway.

Desperate, she watched him go. Why did he go now? She had actually thought that he wanted to help her, but now he just left her behind.He just left her alone in this world she didn't know. How should she find her way around? She couldn't remember anything. Not even their own names. And now she was leaving the only person who might be able to help her.
Desperate, she ran after him. Tears gathered in her eyes. She didn't see what was around her. Then she stopped, she had lost him. What should she do now? He had just left her behind, but she was afraid of what was around her. She went on. She didn't know where to go, but maybe it was better than standing around somewhere. She didn't know, she didn't know anything anymore.


Alone and abandoned
In the silence of solitude
I don't hear a word
Just the sound of my steps
Which is unswerving its way
Break through the darkness

They are slow
But steadily
Always on
Lead me through the dark

The sun is shining
But no ray of light reaches my heartWhere is the light
Where is the hope?
Where's the savior who'll get me out of here?

I forgot
I'm alone
There is nobody
Who could save me
Because nobody cares about me
I am lonely and abandoned

In the silence of solitude
I don't hear a word
Just the sound of my steps
Which is unswerving its way
Break through the darkness
You keep leading me
Yes, maybe
Also at some point in the light


The smell of tears rose to his nostrils. Why was this woman crying now? It didn't matter. Should she cry as much as she wanted. He walked on unmoved. After all, he had better things to do than help this woman. But could he just leave her in nowhere like that? She couldn't remember anything and therefore didn't know where to go. Well that was fabulous, now he was even thinking about this Hanyou. How deep could he sink? But to be honest, he didn't really want to know.Why was he thinking so much anyway? That wasn't really his way. Wives! Always mess up everything. After all, it all started with this human girl named Rin.
He sighed. If she found out that he had helped this Hanyou first and then left her sitting in the forest, she wouldn’t give up until he came to fetch this woman. So there were only two things left for him. Either he got this woman or he didn't tell Rin anything about her at all. But the latter was easier said than done.
He stopped for a moment. Was he really going to do this to himself? Did he really want to put up with her wailing all the time because he didn't tell her where he was and what he'd been up to?
Suddenly he turned around and walked in the direction from which he had come. No, he didn't want to do that to himself. He preferred to endure this Hanyou's question.
But where was she? Her smell suddenly came from a completely different direction than the one where he had left her.Had this stupid woman tried to follow him? Apparently yes. And apparently she was hopelessly lost in the process. Whereby, you couldn't call it lost, because to get lost you would have to know beforehand where you are. And she clearly didn't know that.
Sighing inwardly, he walked in her direction. That could still be cheerful.

Where should she go? What should she do? What was she doing here anyway? And why did she not know all this? It was desperate. She didn't know anything anymore. As if the memories of her life had been erased. What, had she actually lived? If yes how? And where? How was she supposed to find out all of this when there was no one to help her?
At some point she stopped. What was the point of walking around here? She didn't even know where she was going.
Slowly she let herself slide down a tree. Only then did she notice what kind of clothes she was wearing. It was so different from that strange man's. Moment. Strange?Why strange? She didn't even know what was normal, then how could she know what was strange?
She sighed. It was all so confusing. Lots of questions and no answers. Nobody told her why.