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Maron is now the first-person narrator


I wait and wait. Nobody calls. They should come today. Will you recognize me I always cut my hair shorter and tinted it black. I hardly recognize myself anymore. I've never been like this before. Nobody can hurt me anymore. I have no more feelings, except for love, friendship, trust and longing. What about noin? I don't know and don't want to know! I feel no hatred, but also no sadness or anything like that. I feel strange, so empty. I don't worry about my parents! You know how I am and who I am! They lied to me and I trusted them for too long. She wanted to write to me every day, my mother. And now, after another year, I got a letter. You know I waited over and over I'm waiting again, but for others. I am no longer waiting for my parents. But I can't be angry.Suddenly a knock tore my mind. ,, Maroon! "It's Chiaki, Miyako too. I get up slowly. Even when they are back, I can't laugh. Now I open the door carefully, but Chiaki rushes to me too quickly and I fall. I also wait for the impact, mine Eyes opened and I feel that I didn't bounce. Chiaki held me. I looked briefly into his eyes that stared at me in amazement. I stood upright again. Both asked me at the same time: "What did you do with your hair? D-that's- "" I know what I did. They are shorter and black. So what? Come on in! "When
Did you do this? ", Chiaki asked." It's my birthday. "Chiaki was shocked just like Miyako. “Marron, I'm sorry we weren't there. "" Me too, "said Miyako. ,,No matter! I am glad that you are back! I've been waiting. “Aren't you mad at Marron?” I shake my head. It doesn't bother me, I don't want to be angry and I don't want to hate either, that's what I want, I want to love and live!Suddenly a memory came up. One I didn't know. Chiaki, was he dead or was he? Again I had put him in danger. It should never happen again. Then I saw myself, a knife lay on my wrist. I cried. In my mind I was already dead. Could that really be me? Was I able to just walk To leave him alone? Then another memory came. Jeanne, I looked into a man's eyes. I was Jeanne. Those eyes were noins. Suddenly my body felt a sharp pain. I was burned as a witch. Still, I didn't shed tears and no cry of pain came from my lips. I was strong I promised, but to whom? I didn't know anymore, but I felt empty, with no feelings just empty. A strange feeling had arisen in my eal body. I was hot, I just fell over because my legs gave out. I didn't know what was happening to me, but I saw them all, all of them. Jeanne, Noin, Chiaki, Miyako, Kaiki, my parents, everyone.Even the demons. For a long time I only felt the stabbing pain in my stomach. I felt weak. I slowly opened my eyes. I was lying in a bed. I didn't know where I was. I looked around. I recognized the Nogoya Hospital. Was it that bad? Am I dead? What's happening? Where's Chiaki? I was alone now. I thought nothing could hurt me anymore. But I was alone again, all alone. It got cold. Icy cold surrounded my body. Now I fell, or at least I thought so. I closed my eyes and didn't want to open them. But they opened by themselves. Now I was no longer in the hospital. I was in a dazzling white place. ,, Maroon! "The voice was gentle and serious. She did not recognize it." Marron, I brought you here because you should now get your strength. Your parents told you that you will become an archangel. Now that you are in the 3rd month You're pregnant, you'll become one. You can no longer transform yourself into Jeanne, that's why you get a new strength from me.Be careful!"