Translation
Fanfic: Weg in eine Hölle
Subtitle: Trauriges neues Leben
Chapter: Without friends
Have fun while reading. Sooner or later you can see the reason for the argument from the text. who does not please report! Can be a little confused! Please write commis!
*Why? Why did you go? Left me alone Why did you do that? Just because I was mad? Because I felt hurt and betrayed? It wasn't meant so seriously! I should never have said it! But even if I have wished for your death for a few minutes, I beg you. Please my friend come back. I love you, but it's my own fault! I left you alone when you needed me and now they're miserable because of me. Should I try to call you? After a whole three years? I'll try it ! After all, I owe it to Chiaki and Yamato as well. * Miyako stands up. She goes to the phone and slowly dials Maron's parents' number. ,,Good day ! This is the Kusakabe family's answering machine. At the moment we cannot be reached by visiting our daughter, who has been in a coma for two and a half years.Please leave a message after the beep. "Hello, this is Miyako! How is Marron, what happened? I'm so sorry for everything! I never wanted that." Her voice failed and so she hung up. She was crying now without even being able to think clearly. She collapsed in her apartment.
At Maron.
Marron was in the hospital. She was in a coma because she ate nothing and hardly drank either. She also did a lot of sports and whenever someone told her that she was going to die, she replied that she wouldn’t mind because many people wanted her dead. Still, she had fought to the point, becoming Jeanne again and again. The demons were easy, but now she had been in a coma for two and a half years. Your condition? Still more than bad. It's not physical health that prevents you from waking up, just emotional loneliness. Despite her loneliness, she had never cried. Marron had tried to ignore the demons' hatred of her parents, but then she could no longer.She just collapsed when, as so often before, she didn't answer the phone because it was Miyako's turn. Chiaki and Yamato did not think it necessary to report. They didn't want to have to tell her that they were so alone and that they missed her.
At Chiaki.
* I miss you and why did you leave in the first place? I would like to look into your warm brown eyes, fetch you the stars from the sky, but you are no longer there. Just gone! Was it because of me Did I do something wrong? Please tell me if it is! Why did you do that? You left us all! Not just me, also Miyako, Yamato, Access and your fin! Are you so proud that you couldn't turn back even if you wanted to, or are you just happy now? * Suddenly the phone rang. A completely distraught Miyako was on the phone and began to tell Chiaki about the attempted call in a trembling voice. At the end of the conversation they both cried. Even Chiaki, who was always strong and so cool.The two now made a difficult decision. They wanted to go to Marron with Yamato. So they started packing. Meanwhile, Maron's condition did not change in the least. She just didn't wake up and the coma was practically just a never-ending dream for her. She was alone in her dream as in real life. But today, on the day of her departure, her dream became more beautiful. Her friends came to her, but her parents disappeared. She was no longer alone, but again without parents. However, it was just like before, but not lonely. And suddenly Marron opened her eyes. She was in the hospital, all alone. Then she felt something. A demon. So she got up and secretly and quietly left the hospital to find the demon. She quickly sent a warning after she found him and checked the demon. What happened next was like a message from God. Marron called Miyako. Her cell phone only had the answering machine. ,, Hello Miyako. This is Marron.I'm so sorry I shouldn't have left. I didn't notice that I was hurting you so much, but I was confused. Please don't hold it against me and don't worry. Even if I'm not doing well here, not anymore. I'll be back with you soon. I'm moving home! Too bad, I hope you are not mad at me now, because if you tell me then I'll go again. Then Chiao Bella! If you accept my apology we'll see you again soon. But Miyako, I just didn't mean to hurt you. Please forgive For me you are and will always be my best friend, even if you should hate me. Get in touch. If you should hate me tell me and you will never have to see me again. Chiao! "Marron was like in a trance, she didn't shed a tear and she didn't smile either. She looked around, also at herself. She had become very thin. She walked slowly into her apartment, ran into the bathroom and stood on the scales. Maron was startled at the look at the ad.With a height of just under 1.60 m, she weighed only 36.7 kilos. Underweight and dangerous. Suddenly she collapsed. A voice called her and yet she did not understand her name. Then Jeanne stood in front of her. ,,Tell me who you are! "" Jeanne, I - it doesn't matter who I am! "" Are you me? "Jeanne continued undeterred." Who are you? Tell me your name! Tell me who you are! "" I - I said it is not important! Nobody cares! "" Do you want to be me? Are you me? Who are you? If you are not careful, another loved one will switch to Satan and you are to blame! So we suffer again because of you? Tell me who you are! What life do you want ? "Jeanne disappeared and Marron woke up, but she was confused and she realized that she could no longer transform. She was alone. A soul. But she knew one thing. No matter how she had to banish the demons, she went to her room. From her closet she dug black pants and a black top.She took ribbon, needle and thread from a box and sewed a new outfit together. Then she changed and went to a vehicle store. She examined several motorcycles. After all, she had obtained a motorcycle license from her parents in the first few weeks to distract herself. Her parents kept giving her money to apologize for neglecting Marron. This saved a lot of money in a very short time. Maron bought a black motorcycle to match her outfit. Her helmet was black and she bought a mask in another shop that covered her face except for the eyes. Arrived at home, Marron took a look at the entire outfit. She noticed something crucial and so she quickly went to an optician. There she bought colored contact lenses. Black. She adopted a new Kaito name. Now her name was Kamikaze Black Angel. Miyako and the boys weren't there yet. The flight was long and exhausting. Meanwhile, Maron had to send another warning.She had some catching up to do. As a Black Angel she was good, almost better than Jeanne. She liked the new identity, but wondered what the dream was about. Who was she Why couldn't she answer? Did she want to be someone else? Be Jeanne? Lost in thought, she drove through the streets. Now she got off and with her head burned she accidentally bumped into some people. Maron still had her helmet on and she said nothing to the people, she just ran away. The three people looked after her helplessly. It was Miyako, Chiaki and Yamato who had finally arrived. Marron ran to the motorcycle and sped home with him. She changed because even the three shouldn't know their identity. Not when she wasn't sure of herself. Now she took her bike and cycled through town, hoping to see the three friends. Finally, she thought, she. She called out to them: “Miyako! Chiaki! Yamato! Did you get my call? "Startled, the three turned around.After all, they believed Marron was in a coma. ,, No, but marron! "They ran towards each other, hugged and then with tears in their eyes and capable of feelings, Marron told her again what she had said on the phone. Bang. Miyako had just given Marron a juicy slap in the face." I know Miyako, but I've changed my mind. Yes, I'll be back, but now I have something to do! Don't get in my way. I'm not as friendly as I was then! "With these words she ran away. Suddenly Fin and Access came up to Chiaki and said there was a demon. The warning was sent and Sindbad also had to go now. He was standing on the roof. Suddenly, screeching tires, a faint bang and a being dressed in black was close to him. It was maroon. ,, Hello Sindbad, or rather Chiaki? I am Black Angel. A Kaito like you. Servant of God. I challenge you! Just because I was promised you wouldn't get in my way, but also because it will be amusing.I just checkmate! Don't wait for me unless I can take you with me. I have a motorcycle. "With these words, Marron disappeared into the building and quickly checkedmate. * A new Kaito´? Marron, why are you no longer there? I think you still had to do something! *" Hey, do you still know me? "Marron sat on a roof behind Chiaki. ,, Yes, I just want to know who you are! "" I'm very sorry, but I'm not so stupid as to tell you. Better to be silent than to lie to you, right? Besides, don't interfere in my affairs! I can do it on my own! Would you like me to you take with you? "" Sure. “Come with me then!” She jumped ahead and Chiaki, still as Sindbad, followed her. The two stopped at Maron's motorcycle and got on. The bike heated up on the asphalt and Marron drove well, but quite quickly. "Where should I drop you off? " ,,Coffee shop
Diavolo. "" All right. Turn once! "She turned the motorcycle artfully and it looked cool and dangerous at the same time.She put him down and saw Miyako and Yamato too. ,, Chiao! Asta la vista baby! "Marron heated up the asphalt again and arrived at home after a short time. She lay down in her bed and fell asleep immediately. In the dream Jeanne was there again." Who are you? Who do you want to be? Look at the dream and tell me who you are! "Jeanne disappeared and Marron? She saw some scenes from her past in front of her. With their parents. They always left Marron alone. Then there were scenes from Momokuri. With Miyako and the others. Nice, painful time. After that her life here. Just pain, no happiness, no love. Just bitter loneliness. Bitterness. The coma. Not a beautiful dream, but not a cruel one either. One with no feelings.