Alone, but no feeling. Suddenly everything blurred. She saw her friends. As if from one mouth they began to speak: “Who are you? Who do you wanna be Where do you belong Do you want to be Jeanne? Who are you? Tell us "Marron was confused. She wanted to answer, but with each unsuccessful attempt a question grew in her.,,Who am I? "Well, after almost endless time, more and more questions built up." Who am I? Who do I want to be? Who should I be? Where do I belong? Where is my home? Who is my family? Who am I "Do I want to be Jeanne? Who am I? Why is nobody helping me?" Suddenly Marron awoke from her dream bathed in sweat. She had no memory of the dream, but her thoughts did not want to devote themselves to other things. So she decided to ride her motorcycle a little. She drove up to Cafe Diavolo and sat in it. She was now wearing a nice dress in delicate rose. When the waiter came she ordered a Campari Testarossa. (a mix of vodka and Campari) She had decided not to take the motorcycle home and so she was allowed to have a drink. Suddenly someone called her name. She looked around the cafe. It was Chiaki, Miyako and Yamato who were sitting at one of the back tables. Maron went to the three of them with her glass and sat down."Well what are you doing beautiful? ", Marron asked hypocritically." Talk to us about you! But Marron, do you know that you look pretty thin? "" I don't just look like that. I got thin. And that's not that good. "" What? Why? How much do you still weigh? "Miyako asked worried. ,, Uh ah is not important! "" Yes, Marron, say it! "" Well! You won . About 36.7 kilos. Much too little. Why do you think I was in the hospital? That you just tip over. I just stopped eating, hardly had a drink and did a lot of exercise. Then there was this and that. Most of the time we cried and tried to call you. ",, What Maron! Your condition is critical! You urgently need to eat something." ,, Yes, ok, because of me! "Marron went to the waiter, whispered something to him and gave him money. He disappeared for a few minutes and had a bag with him when he appeared. He gave it to Maron." Thank you! "" Not worth mentioning with you. You haven't honored us for a long time, but you never forget such a sad beauty!"She blushed barely noticeably." Dane. I would still like to pay now! "" Goes to the house, also for her friends. "Thank you very much, Mr. Mille!" "We went to see you some time ago! To forget? "" Right, Mike, I forgot. It comes from being in a coma for two and a half years. "" Oh, I'm terribly sorry. Therefore our princess could not visit us. "I'm really sorry, but I'm not a princess!" Mrs. Queen! "Marron thought this game was funny and she would take it to the extreme." But I'm not a queen either. To you, I'm still Marron! " A lonely and sad beauty. "He laughed. He seemed to enjoy it. Like you." There was one thing they were quite right about. My mother abdicated, but so did my father. In case they didn't know. They disappeared two and thirds years ago! I'm not a princess or queen, so let's stick with it.I'm Marron and we treat each other like civilized people now. Because the other people are already looking! "" As you think - "He took a mock evil look. Maron went back to the bag after Mike left. She took out food for herself and her friends. Marron gulped down her food in no time and felt good. Strengthened. But suddenly memories came back to her. One little girl said, “I want to see people who are better than me. People who are allowed to die. Who wants to live when there is no longer any sense. Just look at a cherry blossom! "Marron started from her thoughts, startled." Marron! Don't dream, we want to go! "" Oh yes! I'm sorry, I was so in thoughts! "" But not with this waiter, right? "Miyako asked. ,,Who knows? ", Maron said cheekily and laughed." Have fun aside. I have nothing with him, I will never have anything with him and never had anything with him! Besides, I never had a boyfriend!Well, you remember that I'm in love, don't you Miyako? "" Yes. I'm sorry. I mean we're back to the topic now. "" You can mop up another time! "" How did he mean it with princess, queen and that nonsense with sad beauty? ", Asked Chiaki now. “He always said my mother was like a queen and my father was like a king. He found me suitable. The sad princess. Sad lonely beauty. That is because I sat in the bar for several hours every day. I talked to him a lot. I never cried no matter how sad I was. I could not. In my letter to you I wrote that I will always be strong. I never knew I couldn't be But I'm too stubborn and too proud for that. Actually really like a princess, but I'm not one and I never wanted to be one. "" Will you answer one more question for me? "Asked Chiaki. ,, Yes of course! " ,,Who are you in love with?",, THAT'S NOT ANYONE TO YOU, YOU PLAYBOY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", Maron shouted to us Miyako as if from one mouth. The two looked at each other briefly and suddenly started laughing.

I'll write more soon!