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(Scene: when rosiel kira kira)

Feeling cold


The moment I died, I didn't want to admit that my better part, namely Sakuya Kira, would die forever.
Kira, who was a good friend and protector to his friends - I didn't want to. Deep down inside I didn't want to be Lucifer, the lord of hell, the ruler over horror, over doom ..... but I felt something cold spreading in my heart ... creeping, but incessant. But I couldn't defend myself - no matter how hard I tried.
As only a few times in this life, I was scared now. What should I do now? - I couldn't do anything ... I just felt the desperation to leave Setsuna and kato to their uncertain fate. I didn't want that ... - and yet there was nothing I could do about it .....
The blood covered my eyes like a veil and I could hardly see anything.Just Setsuna, the way he stared at me and couldn't believe that I was actually going to die now. Setsuna, who was like a little brother to me that I had taken dearly, the boy who almost made me forget about Alexiel. It couldn't happen ... I couldn't leave him alone now! And there was still Kato ..... I, who had been his only true friend, couldn't let him down! But there was no other way. Ah! Now suddenly I felt a terrible pain deep in my heart, as if it was going to dissolve. I was so afraid! It was just indescribable. How can you explain what it is like when evil spreads in you? How can you explain when your heart freezes to death? and how can you explain it when you feel cold blood in your veins? I can't - and I won't be able to do it any more. Because I will no longer be Kira, but the Prince of Hell. And he knows no feelings - no pain - no suffering - but love - the love for Alexiel, his beloved Alexiel.I was getting sick. I could hardly think clearly anymore. Who Was Kato? And who setsuna? I just forgot. I opened my eyes and saw a boy running towards me. Who was this boy I did not know him. That confused me deeply.

Then I felt an indescribable pain again, as if I was being torn apart and woke up in a new body.
I felt strong again now. I smiled, but it was a cold smile and now I just felt more hatred and cold.
I knew who I was: Lucifer, the most powerful - the prince of Hell - and I couldn't be stopped.

I was standing in a meadow and a bird landed on my hand.
It annoyed me with its happy twittering - so I grabbed it and slowly squashed it with my hand until there was hardly anything left of it.

Then I turned and left ... with a cold smile on my face.