Why? Why are you doing this to me........
it was like my heart stopped when I walked into the bedroom
and seen you with him.
What made you do it?
............. Me? ....... Did I drive you into his arms? ....... Do I have any-
did something wrong? Did I show you too little how much I need you .............
or was that with me alees just a game that you cleverly thought up ......
You were the only one who, after my terrible past, passed through my wall
broke, saw me for who I really am and not my cold, unwelcoming
Expression. Back when you kissed me for the first time, it was like I was all over
forget me around, all my worries and problems. Again and again I have to go to yours
tender, warm lips think how they touched me gently, but that is over now.
why are you hurting me so much, breaking my heart ........ my soul .....
I'm so sorry I should have made you feel like I was without you every daycan not.......
My eyes are big and red because of the tears
I've shed since that moment whenever I think of you they fill up
my eyes again and forbid a way out and I can't help it
do ....... my pride that I've treasured for years like the apple of my eye is broken
........... I am broken ............
I can't go back to my apartment because everything there, especially the bed
remind me painfully of our time together.

Now I'm sitting in a dark alley with a broken bottle in my hand and
hide from the world ...
.....before you.....
Finally I am ready to put an end to my life .........
...... Tala I love you ... I will never forget you .. I hope you will finally
happy with me you were apparently not ..............
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************************************************** ************************************************** *******Well how did you like it ^^ please don't be so strict with me that was my first ff.
There is another sequel called because ... from the point of view of Tala
is written and in which the
clarify open questions, if you write me clerks I'll upload them ^. ^
my sweetheart, I love you more than anything * cuddly *