So here is a next chapter. I hope you like it.






Time passed and Sakura had almost given up hope. In the first few weeks, she had gone to "her" tree every morning, but when she had noticed that Sasuke was really gone and would not come back, she let it be.
Since then, she has spent most of the time alone, without her friends.
The only thing Sasuke had left her was in her stomach and grew every day.
Sakura was pregnant by Sasuke. At first she hadn't wanted to talk to anyone about it, but at some point she was no longer able to hide it.
Her parents were shocked at first, after all, she was still young and in the middle of training to become a ninja. But then they had noticed that there was no point in reproaching their daughter, as she had been sad enough one way or another in the last few days. More precisely, since the Uchiha boy had left the village. So it wasn't difficult for the parents to guess who the father was.They had tried to ask Sakura a couple of times, but she always blocked it.
The other residents of the village ignored her or gave her derogatory looks because she was pregnant so early. Her friends were desperately trying to get to her. The only ones who let her get a little closer were her friends Tenten, Naruto, Ino and Shikamaru. Sometimes Neji also came along when the others visited her.
Sakura was now in the ninth month and was about to give birth to her child. She had never intended to have an abortion. He seemed cruel and mean. After all, your child couldn't help this early pregnancy. In addition, she had decided to be surprised whether it would be a girl or a boy until the birth.
Since she was already in the ninth month, she was not allowed to participate in the training for a long time. So she sat around most of the time at home, thinking about the future. How would Sasuke react to the child when he came back?This question preoccupied Sakura day and night.

Then one morning the time had come. The contraction had started for Sakura, and her parents accompanied her to the hospital.
There she was taken directly to the delivery room. How much Sakura wished Sasuke were with her now and would hold her hand and speak to her courage. But she was alone in this large room. Alone with the doctors, who ran excitedly through the room and turned around on the various devices. Sakura hadn't wanted her parents to be present at the birth. She didn't really know why herself, but lately the bond with her parents had somehow diverged. They had grown apart.
The pain came back. Worse than ever. Sakura screamed. It was as if she could finally let out all the pain she had endured in the nine months, insults, humiliations.
The pain continued, it was a very severe contraction. Sakura grabbed the sheet to keep from being overwhelmed by the pain.The contractions came at ever shorter intervals. She could hardly take it anymore. A tear ran down her cheek. She felt so alone, so powerless. Where was Sasuke? He should be with her now. Support them.
A doctor came up to her. Sakura's amniotic sac had burst. The baby came.
With great effort, she tried to squeeze the baby out. The doctor tried to calm her down. But Sakura was getting weaker and weaker, she no longer had the strength to give birth to her baby. Suddenly her eyes went black.

When she came to she was lying in a hospital room. Startled, she straightened up. What happened and where was your baby? She felt her stomach with her finger. It felt strangely limp and empty.
Small tears ran down her cheeks. They lost the baby. She hadn't been able to give birth to her and Sasuke's child. A world collapsed for them. She had never seen her child and yet she had grown to love it more than anyone else.It was as if she died with the child. It couldn't be. Now she had lost everything.
She couldn't travel together anymore and cried and screamed. In anger. With despair.
Suddenly the door opened and a young doctor entered. She was shocked when she saw the completely dissolved Sakura. She quickly went to the bed and tried to calm her down.
"Calm down. Everything is fine. I actually wanted to ask you if you would like to see your baby."
The last sentence silenced Sakura.
"My baby!" She mumbled softly. "It's alive. I actually gave birth to a baby?"
The doctor smiled kindly and pushed Sakura, who had sat up in her bed, back into the pillows.
"Yes, we had to cesarean it when they passed out. I can assure you it's healthy. A nurse will bring it to you in a moment. By the way, it's a girl and a beautiful one at that.I think it has its father's eyes! ", the doctor answered after looking into Sakura's green eyes.
Again Sakura came to tears, but this time with relief and joy. She had a baby daughter. A daughter who had Sasuke's eyes.
"How much longer will it take? I want to see my daughter.", Said the young Haruno impatiently and looked to the door of her hospital room waiting. What would she give if Sasuke were here now and could see his daughter. A sigh escaped her.
Suddenly the door was opened and a young nurse came in with a baby in her arms.
Sakura held out her hands longingly for the little creature in the bundle.
When the little being lay in her arms, she knew that she never wanted to lose again. She would always be there for her daughter.
In fact, she had Sasuke's dark eyes. They looked just as mysterious as they did on him. A light pink fluff of hair was already showing on her head.Sakura happily stroked her daughter's head. She was really beautiful.
"Have you already come up with a name for your child?" Asked the doctor in a friendly manner.
Sakura nodded slightly, but did not turn her head away from her child.
"Sayuri. It should be called Sayuri. That means little lily. For me it is my little lily. The most beautiful of all flowers.", Sakura said happily and hugged Sayuri in her arms.
The doctor nodded. She found the name appropriate. Besides, she had already noticed that the child was something special. She was sure that we would hear a lot from her later. She didn't know why herself, but the little child had done it to her. It looked so peaceful and yet at the same time it was a difficult task.
The doctor knew who the father was, Sakura had told her in confidence. An uchiha.
The child has had many enemies since it was born, people who did not want the clan to rise again.Little Sayuri turned her head and looked at her mother. She stroked her face with her small fist and then fell asleep peacefully.
Their journey had only just begun.



[i]I'm looking at you.
You are in my arms
Innocent.
Peaceful.

You don't yet know what's coming.
You don't know that already people hate you.
Though you're still a baby
Helpless and dependent on others.

Just wanted in the world and already dead.
Nobody asks you.
Anyway, you can't even answer.
Nobody asked you if you want to be here.
Whether you want to be who you are

When will you be ready
Ready to step into your inheritance.
Will you want it
Will you hate me
For giving birth to you
Are you going to hate your father for not being there?

Your father who gave you this inheritance.
Will he love you
Will he accept you?
Will he ever see you
Will he ever be proud of you?Will he ever worry about you?
Will he hold you and play with you?

I look at you.
It looks like you're smiling.
You're so beautiful.
I can't believe that I was given something so beautiful.
I love you.
I will protect you and always be there for you.

I am your mother and I love you, even if no one stands by you.

Sayuri welcome home.[I]