Why am i so confused
Why does it hurt so much
and what hurts in me?
Is it the heart
my feeling,
or maybe even an old wound?
Longing for someone?
I do not know.

I would love to know the answer
I would give anything for it.
What is it that keeps me trapped?
What is it that keeps my heart so trapped?

Why do I only cry at the thought?
I do not understand it.
Am I just too stupid to find out for myself?

I worry so much about it
that I no longer really perceive my surroundings.
Everything disappears little by little
I don't know where I am anymore ...

The more I think about it
the further away the answer seems to me.

How can I get rid of the pain?
Don't be afraid of death
just afraid of the pain.

Then I think again
what keeps me alive ...