student, it is always easy to find the teachers to blame for your own failure. When I think back, it occurs to me that I really should have studied math for more than half an hour a day! But if you throw in the towel at the first task that you don't understand, it is not surprising that the work was a failure.
And suddenly I'm sorry!
Not because I'm the guy who deserves it, but because I wallow in self-pity too often! Because I am about to end the school year and only now have this knowledge!
Of course, it's hard to get up so early every morning, even though you'd prefer to turn your fat pads on the other side. But isn't it the case nowadays that learning is a privilege that not everyone is granted?
Sure it's annoying to sit next to Rodd and Todd on the bus, but it's still better than walking miles to school like my parents, my grandparents, like some children still do today!Of course, we have a populous adjoining room at our school that they want to sell us for ingenious, because you can put your great files in it, but isn't it at least something?
Of course ... some teachers seem strange to me, some even suspect. But aren't teachers just human too?
Just like you and me
Just like me, who sometimes prefers to watch TV than do the German homework for the next lesson?
Are teachers not allowed to have their lazy days, like me?
Are teachers not allowed to give up their class work too late because they want to spend time with their families like me?
Teachers must have friends too! Certainly not as many as I am, but friendships also have to be cultivated. Aren't you allowed to spend time with friends ... like me?

It rings.
I pack my things lost in thought. Pretty slow to say the least. Most of my classmates packed up a few minutes early so as not to miss their bus.Actually, I also belong to this variety. But today I don't care.
Today I understood why I am going through all of this!
Today I understood why I decided to take the advanced technical college entrance qualification!
For the simplest reason there is ...
Just for me! Because people are egoists, just like my teachers and my classmates and when I get the technical college entrance qualification just because I care for my future ... please, then I am an egoist too!
But at least I shouldn't blame the others for choosing this route.
It's all my fault!
It is my responsibility!
But above all, it's my life!

And suddenly even my mother's silly saying makes sense.


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I thought for a long time whether I should publish this FF. My brother likes it, I think it's confusing in some places, especially because the turning point comes too suddenly.It was a small one-day thought of mine that led me to write this story and because I wanted to try something new.
I don't know whether it was well received. I don't even know if this is the right genre for it! XD
I hope that at least someone reads the FF and understands what I mean.
Who is Gisela? Well who? ;-)