Lonely Heart

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I called his name one last time, but where once love and trust had rang out, my voice was now of hate and despair
Fulfills. He spun around while jumping, my arrow hit him right in the chest
and banished him to the holy tree. The Shikon no Tama flew in a high arc from his hand and landed meters away in the grass.
In disbelief he looked at me with his golden eyes in which there are
Sunset reflected on.

he whispered desperately. I got up, even though the wound from his claws was painful as hell. As the blood flowed down my arm I went black for a moment but I gritted my teeth and picked up the Shikon no Tama. > I said in a strangely choked voice. I looked up and straight into the eyes that had robbed me of sleep at night. It would have been easy to lose myself in these bottomless golden depths. But almost immediately I was drawn back into the cruel world where there was no love for me.And now I could no longer deny it. I loved him. It was that simple ...

That shouldn't have been. I was a miko. I had to be strong, nowhere to lean on, and especially not ... fall in love. In addition, in one
half demon. I've always been lonely and alone since my parents died when I was a little kid. For the villagers, I was just the woman who was supposed to protect the village, the tough, cold woman who had long forgotten how to laugh.
But then I met him. His heart was just as lonely and sad as mine. I got weak.
One day I stumbled ... and he ... caught me and hugged me in silence
That's how I fell in love with him. My lips started smiling at this time.
and I got to know a new feeling called happiness. I didn't want to be a miko anymore, just a simple woman and live with him.
My spiritual powers quickly faded and I could no longer keep the jewel pure.He had never loved me, I now realized he hadn’t even trusted me.
That's why he always looked so grumpy and that's why I never saw him smile.
He just always wanted more power, to become a youkai and not an outsider
be more. I was just the key to Shikon no Tama. That's why he attacked me to steal the jewel. I sank to the ground and stared
on the jewel now polluted by hatred and pain. My field of vision blurred.
I would have liked to cry. That would have been better, much better than the feeling of emptiness
and numbness that now took hold of me.
Then his head sank down on his chest and he exhaled one last time. I suddenly heard voices and saw the villagers come running. Some were injured trying to save the village. It had been in vain. Everything was on fire. Inuyasha had destroyed everything. Me too. Internally and externally. The villagers pushed
Cheers when they recognized the defeated Hanyou.shouted one happily. Then they saw my hurt.
I whispered weakly.
> She wanted to contradict but my eyes went black and the last thing I heard was her cry of pain. I didn't even try to fight my way through the raging torrents of darkness to get to her.
I was too weak. And ... the darkness promised to be forgotten

I was surrounded by flames but I didn't feel the agony.
Shikon no Tama. I will take you with me to the afterlife where you can no longer cause damage.
Inuyasha ... goodbye. I had the vague feeling that we would see each other again. Then the waves of pain that had only washed around me so far piled up in front of me, crashed over me and dragged me into hers
endless depth.
I would never show up again