Silence. She embraces me, I don't know where
I don't want to listen to her but I have to.
You're not here, not anymore, I'm lonely.

Your voice,
I cant hear you,
your breathing
I can't feel it.
I wish you were with me,
would hug me one last time
kiss Me.

I want to feel you again
taste your lips one last time
before I do what I've already done.


I wish
these would be your thoughts
but I am sure they are not.

What is it that convinces me
that you don't think and feel like me,
that you do things
that others don't understand.

Was it your charisma alone
or the beatings and mistreatment
and why does my heart cry for love
although your grin has long since given away everything to my cold, lifeless face.
Your actions, your feelings for me
in the beginning everything was just a game
a mask of smoke,
a haze of mist.


I can see what you can not see,but I see nothing.
My eyes grow dull like the stars by day.
I feel blood running down my forehead
my vision ebbs.

The voice of myself
once so familiar
fades from my memory.
Come closer to me
I want to see you again ... but you go.

I hear your laugh
a door.
Silence.

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This is my first poem.
Please tell me what you think of it: D