wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to meIn the end
You kept everything inside and even thought I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

And no matter how hard I try to stay at the Laban, to find something to live on, I just can't find anything. I could maybe make a few small sparks of hope from the butterfly effect across from Gaara, but it's not enough. There is nothing left, from the beginning, the end was determined for me. I will fall, and deeply.
I took a kunai that I had taken with me earlier to be safe and slowly applied it to my left chest. This is exactly where the heart should be. I could already feel the sharp point of the kunai through the fabric. I reached out to ram the kunai into my heart at breakneck speed.One of the quickest deaths. I screwed up my eyes tightly. Then I reached out and was ready for the pain.
But I didn't feel anything. I slowly opened my eyes, was I dead yet? A small, sharp scream escaped me when I saw the kunai only a few inches away from me. But between the kunai and me there was an impenetrable layer of sand. SAND LAYER ??? !!! I quickly looked around, and already I saw what I was looking for. "Gaara.", It came in a whisper from my lips. HE leaned against a tree trunk and looked at me coldly and piercingly as if I weren't even here. Yes, he probably hardly noticed me either. I was just one of many. "Why did you do that Gaara?"
Silence. Unsettling silence. But somehow she also gave me protection. Protection from what he would say. Or what he wouldn't say.
He came slowly towards me. In my stomach it fluttered like crazy again, but I completely ignored it. After all, he was only three feet away from me.He looked down at me. Then he said in an ice-cold voice: “Because I don't want to see anyone innocent die.” Maybe it was the ice-cold tone or simply the 'nobody innocent' that stung my heart so deeply. It was like someone piercing my heart with a dagger. HE looked at me. I felt his gaze rest on me. But I didn't want to look at him. I just looked at my kunai that I was still holding in my hand. In the meantime, the sand had landed back in the pumpkin bottle. “Why should you kill yourself Sakura?” His voice so cold ached more and more. "What do I still have to lose? I have no one left! Everyone is going out of my life, leaving me or abandoning me. Exactly when I need them most! Who is holding me when I fall? Who is because when everything is black again and there is no light? Nobody is there, nobody helps me. It is my fate to be alone and to be hurt.It doesn't matter when I leave. Nobody misses me! Maybe I'll save myself a lot of pain if I go now. It doesn't matter ... "Warm tears ran down my cheek. The last five words could only be heard softly. I couldn't and didn't want to anymore.
“I think at least one person will miss you.” “And who is that supposed to be?” I asked him. After a little eternity there was just an "I." out. I looked at him in disbelief, I must have misheard me. Why he of all people? What did he find in me? I looked up at him suspiciously. Then he knelt down next to me. Our faces were only a few inches apart. I could feel his warm breath on my skin. A pleasantly warm wave flooded my body. Gaara's mouth opened slowly. "Sakura ... I ... I love you." He closed his eyes, I followed suit. After a short while our lips touched.He kissed me tenderly but with so much love that my heart was really warm. Only now did I realize that I loved Gaara. How broke us apart. "Gaara ... I love you too," I breathed softly. A gentle smile fell on his lips. Where there was just an ice-cold look, there was now a loving one. We kissed again, but this time more passionately. After our kiss, which seemed too short to me, he took me in his arms. "Sakura, do you want to come to Suna with me?" I was surprised. But I just nodded to him out of my body. I've never been so happy in my life.
Finally there was someone who had caught me, even if it was at the last second. But it should stay a lifetime. I loved him and he loved me. No matter what everyone else says, I will stand by him and love him. Because finally I found what I was looking for. Gaara.
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