Title: About you!
Pairing: Takao x Kai again * grin *
Part: 1/1
Fandom: Beyblade, what else ?! ^ .-
Happy: real world, romantic
Warnings: lime, sap

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~ Takao ~

Today is not the first time that it has happened.
No, it's been like this for two weeks, it keeps happening.
Again and again I wake up in the middle of the night or fall asleep late in it because my thoughts after you cannot let me sleep.
I have to think of you again and again, no matter what I do or do and now my thoughts about you are already haunting my dreams.
I wake up drenched in sweat to find that it is always only four o'clock and then usually fall asleep shortly before seven.
Then you come and wake me up, as always, as cold as you are, not exactly gently, and insult me ​​again and again.
That it wouldn't be normal for a person to sleep so much.I have resigned myself to the fact that you will never reciprocate the feelings I feel for you.
You would just loathe me more than you already do and it hurts me, why do you hate me so much?
Have I ever done something to you that I deserve to be treated like that?
Even Ray, Max, Kenny and even Hilary, who annoys you all the time, treat you better than me.
Why only, Kai?
I love you so much but you will never find out from me.
Since I don't want to be loathed by you any more.
The main thing is that I can stay close to you and see you, even if my heart hurts, because I know that I can never hug or even kiss you.
I would have loved to know what your lips feel and taste like.
It must be a wonderful feeling, I am aware and sure of that.

And I'm doing it again, again I'm lying here on my bed in my room and thinking of you, that's the only thing left for me after all.Namely my dreams and thoughts where we are both together and happy, where I can kiss and touch you, but it will always only be wishful thinking and I have come to terms with it.


,, Takao ......., '' shouted Kai angrily ,, ......... damn it, get up now. Ray, Max and Kenny are waiting downstairs. ''
"Mhm ...... I'm coming on," I replied sleepily. It happened again every time I fall asleep you wake me up cold and angry. But I know that you are not as cold as you always are, no, only your past in the abbey has made you so cold and I can also read from your eyes that you are suffering, that your soul is suffering.
I would love to see you happy and laughing, even if it were just a smile, I would be at peace with it.

“Takao now wash yourself, get dressed and come down. I'll give you 10 minutes, if you're late there's extra training, '' you say to me and leave, turning your back on me as always.I got dressed quickly when it occurred to me that my brother was getting married today.
I had completely forgotten that because my thoughts were always with you, Kai my phoenix.
I stormed downstairs and ran right into Max's arms.

,, Uh ... Takao since when has it been so hectic in the morning? '' he asked me happily, as always.
"Tomorrow Max, I haven't overslept, have I?" '' I asked anxiously.
,,No you have not. Kai woke you up an hour earlier, everyone knows how long you always need in the morning, '' Max smiled at me.
"I'm not that bad either," I pouted.
"No really not, you are just as slow as a snail in the morning," it came cold as always from you whom I secretly gave my heart.


~ Kai ~

My words seemed to have hurt you, because your eyes took on a sad shine and you sadly directed your gaze to the floor so you don't have to look into my eyes.
I didn't mean to hurt you Takao, it wasn't my intention actually it's never my intention to hurt you but it just always comes out of me without me really wanting it.I really just want to see you laugh, cheerful and happy, because when you are happy I am also in my heart what you have thawed without really wanting it Takao, my angel.

"We should have breakfast," I heard Max say and was torn from my thoughts about you again. I just nodded and disappeared into the kitchen.

We all had a quick breakfast, went to our rooms and put on our tuxedos for the wedding.
Our tuxedos all looked the same, the only thing that made us different was our velvet shirts. Max wore one in green, Ray one in yellow, I one in red and you, my angel, once wore one in dark blue, whereby my breath stopped briefly at the sight of you, because you look really beautiful, like an angel on earth.


~ Normal ~

"So guys are you all finished? '' asked Takao's grandfather.
Everyone nodded.
"My God Grandpa is that you? You look really elegant for once, '' said Takao, surprised.The grandfather walked up to Takao and gave him a head-butt that had sat down.
,, Shut up greenhorn. Better get out there, because the taxi is there. ''
"Ouch," was the only answer.

And they drove together to the church where the wedding took place.

After the wedding everyone made their way to the restaurant where the party was to take place.
Which was in full swing even after a while and all the congratulations.
Ray, Max, Kenny, Hilary and Takao had a great time on the dance floor and laughed a lot, only Kai sat alone in a corner of the room and watched Takao until he saw Hitoshi approaching Takao and whispering something in his ear. Kai concluded that he wanted to discuss something with him, because he pulled him into an empty corner.


~ Kai ~

What do you think Hiro wants from Takao?
I would love to know.
Maybe I should ask him, no, that would be just stupid and my pride won't allow that.I can't even tell you how much I love you with all my heart and that I want to be with you, instead I always hurt you, abuse you take it out on you because I'm angry at myself.
But I shouldn't bother with it, after all, I'm going to stop here at a wedding.


~ Hiro x Takao ~

"I should what? , '' he said angrily.
"You already understand me Takao, you should sing."
“But you can't ask that of me, Hiro. The last time I sang was before the accident with our parents, I can't do that, it just reminds me too much of them, '' he said sadly.
“I know Ta-Chan and that's why you should sing too. You finally have to process it and let go. I ask you Takao, it's my wedding and I want nothing more than to hear you sing again, please, '' Hitoshi asked him.
"But I don't even know if I can still do that, Hiro," said Takao and looked sadly to the side.“Of course you can still do Ta-Chan. You usually have such confidence, '' Hiro encouraged him. ,, So what is it now are you singing? ''
"Yes, I sing but this is the last time," he said firmly.
“You don't even know how much that means to me. Thank you little brother. ''


~ Kai ~

When you were talking to your brother, you suddenly looked so sad.
What were you guys talking about that made you feel so sad?


~ Normal ~

The music was suddenly turned off and there was a frightening silence in the hall.
Ray and the others went to Kai.
“Do you know what's going on, Kai? '' asked Max.
,,No.''
"I ask everyone for their attention," Hitoshi could be heard speaking through a microphone that was on the stage, "I asked my younger brother Takao to sing a song tonight."
,,Is this a good idea? '' you could hear someone calling out from the crowd.
Hitoshi laughed, "We'll hear that in a moment and now I ask you all to sit down."Everyone came to please, only Kai not who was standing next to the stage in the corner.
"We're going to have something to laugh about in a minute," one heard Hilary say skeptically.
"Haha, let's wait and see, maybe it sounds good," said Max.
"We'll just wait and see and let's hope our ears stay safe," said Ray, slightly ironic.
Hitoshi went over to Kai.
,, Are you also suspicious, Kai? '' asked he.
"I don't know, after all, I've never heard Takao sing," he replied honestly.
“Then wait and see. He wrote the song he'll sing himself as far as I know, it's about you, Kai, '' he said with a grin.
Kai looked at Hiro in surprise, About me? , '' he asked, amazed.
Hitoshi nodded.

"And now I pray Takao on stage," an instrument player could be heard saying.
Immediately afterwards Takao went on stage and the music played.
"Now get ready, Kai," Hitoshi whispered to him.Takao took the microphone in his hand and said, "The song I am going to sing now I wrote myself and is about a person I love very much ........"

Kai's heart began to beat faster.

,, ......... The title is: About you! , '' after Takao said this, he closed his eyes and began to sing with all the passion he had for Kai.

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I wake up with you on my mind
I want to sing about you
My melody of longing
Everyone likes

I'm drowning in your eyes
Eyes that the world cries for
You are an angel on earth
I sing about you day and night
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~ Takao's thoughts ~

I'll sing this song for you Kai, just for you alone.
Please notice, please finally notice what I feel for you.
I love you Kai and I'm scared.
Fear of rejection, of contempt when I tell you, but I have no choice because this pain of uncertainty is much worse.Today I will tell you Kai, who you are and you will remain my angel on earth.
Even if you don't know, you saved me from loneliness and through you I know again what it means to be able to love.
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I'm drowning in your eyes
Eyes that the world cries for
You are an angel on earth
I sing about you day and night

Are you going with me in my dream
That's how I teach you to laugh
And sing to you till dawn
My little song of longing[and loneliness]
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With that, the last gentle tones rang out until the song Perfection fell silent.
There was silence in the hall, everyone was too impressed by Takao's voice to applaud.
Neither of them had thought that they could sing that well, they were really carried