// I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around to say ... //

I'm walking slowly down the streets. I've always known ... Someone like me won't know love ... I could have howled, but I still can't. Why did I even get involved? There you come, cheerfully your "Gaara-kun!" calling. I look down sadly. "Hi, Lee ..." then I move on. You stop, puzzled, but you don't think anything else. You said you'd like me and I believe you, but I'll never be a friend to you. I hurt you too much, almost destroyed your dream. Who could forgive someone like me ???

// That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late //

Again and again. Why do I keep walking past your training ground?Every time again ... Most of the time you are alone or with your team. Not today. There is someone else with us today. Pretty, narrow waist, long pink hair, big green eyes. You laugh. Your cheeks will turn a little red when you look at them. "Are we going a little way?" you ask her a little embarrassed. I stay in my hiding place behind the trees. I've seen this many times. A man and a woman who looked at each other like that. I don't know what to find in them ... women ... They are fascinating, but I don't understand this type of relationship.

// I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah //

She nods shyly and runs her hair through her long hair. You both walk slowly through the forest. You keep looking at each other and blushing a little. Why are you looking at her like that ??? It stings ... Right where my heart is. Like then. Like then ... I look at you with hatred, your "important person", as you always say ... You move on.I am not moving. You look dreamily at her again, then let your gaze wander around, through the forest, back to her. Then you see me and your eyes widen a little. You weren't expecting me ?! My eyes darken and I fixate on the girl again. Why? Why she???


// I loved you with a fireing red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like an angel, heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid //

I take a few heavy steps forward. Anger beats unbridled flames inside me, licking my mind and burning my heart. Sand crawls across the floor, her leg up. She screams and tries to break free. Before I can close my hand, you grab my arm screaming to let go of it. I turn to the troublemaker angrily. Your look frightens me. Why? Why are you looking at me like that? Leave it! Don't look at me like you want to understand me! Why aren't you angry? I stretch my hand forward to your neck, press you against a tree.// It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah //

You stare at me in shock. "Let her go ..." she whimpered as the sand closed tighter around her. "Please ... let her go!" i feel your hands on my arm I increase the pressure. You choke, gasp, but keep looking at me with that look. Your grip on my arm is getting weaker. Your eyes start to flicker. You could just push me away ... So easy ... Tears well up in my eyes and I let go of you. The sand falls to the ground and the girl stumbles to the ground. You cough and hold your neck.

// It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah //

"Why?" I ask quietly. You still look at me like that. Pity? Grief What's this? I turn to Sakura. Her knee is grazed and tears are rolling from her green eyes.Again I look at you and something hot is on my cheeks. I felt for my face and found water ... tears ... I cried. "Why?" I repeated, this time louder. I screw up my eyes. I stand there trembling and stiff and cry. Alone. I grab my chest. "It hurts! It hurts so badly! Why does it hurt so much?" I yell at you "Gaara ..." I turn around without a word, claw my hand into my hair. I don't know if you want to stop me. You are probably rushing to Sakura, helping her up and telling her what a monster I am and that you will protect her with your life if I attack her again ... I'm just a monster, a murderer ... Why should you like me When will this pain finally go away ... The tears are still running down my cheeks ... The sand is crumbling from my face. "Gaara!" it reverberates in my ears. "I will not find love ..." I mumble softly. "I always stay alone ..."// I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground //

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yeah ... my attempt to write something sad ... I just can't do it ~. ~