But I didn't find him anymore. * Oh no, it's about to be the last lesson and we have separated. I have to meet him, otherwise I won't see him again until the school trip * I ran faster and faster past people down the hall and up the stairs into the classroom. But there was no one. "No" I whispered but tried not to give up. Maybe I'll meet him on the way to class, one part of which we have to go straight away! * I quickly grabbed a pad and pen and started running again. *More quickly ! * I increased myself. *There he is ! * I almost screeched in delight when I saw him. "Ni" I called but then I saw someone clinging to Nik at first I couldn't see the person exactly. * Almost looks like Lena, but she can't be that, after all, she's mine! But that looks just like her !! * I crept closer, but sighed in relief that it was a different girl. But what did she want from him? Has he already found a replacement or what ?! "Chrissy" someone called me again. Annoyed, I turned around and recognized Lena. "Wow your look could kill, what happened?" I pointed over to Niklas. "Well, you can be glad that we have representation with his" class "" she grinned and pushed me in the direction. "Ok ok I'm leaving, please don't push me" I asked her and let go of her resignedly. "Yes, yes," she just said. "?" "Oh nothing, I'm looking forward to a school trip, aren't you?" she suddenly asked me when we were close to Niks. "Yeah .. but I don't know if I'll go at all." "Whaaaas ???" Lena screamed and Nik suddenly turned to comb towards us and hissed at Lena that he almost became deaf when she screamed, then laughed however. * Nik .. * He didn't seem to notice me. Yes, to be ignored. Even after the end of the class it was no different, he talked quietly with Lena the whole time but didn't pay any attention to me. * So you don't really have to ignore me!* I said so and poked him lightly in the side. No effect. Again pecked at him again no reaction. * Hrmpf! * I tapped him on the shoulder a little harder. No response again. Again I tapped it and again I got no response. * Grr! * A small punch in the side. No reaction. Again. No reaction. * But that's enough for me now! * I waited for the moment when he raised his arms slightly and whoosh I hugged him. Finally he stopped. When our eyes met, time seemed to stand still. Or was that just for me? His eyes showed no emotion, he just stood with his arms down as if he was waiting for everyone to leave. "Yes?" Was all he said. I don't answer, but snuggled up against him and took a squeeze a little harder. Finally everyone else was on their way. And finally my tears came down. Even if I didn't want it, I howled like a castle dog. "It .. I'm so l-sorry b-please ig-ignore me I .. I love you so .. so much" I sobbed.