Translation
Einsamkeit
that out, go to the window and shout as loudly as possible, everyone should hear it, everyone should see that she was feeling better now, but she had already planned something else. With light steps she reached the window and climbed up on the windowsill. From this point of view the world looked completely different, it looked happier and friendlier, everything seemed to be perfect.
Even if Tamiko looked down, she wasn't afraid, she had been on the first floor of the house, but it could still be dangerous. In her inner eye she already saw what was going to happen. She would jump and then fly up like the butterfly, dance in the air and with the other butterflies and radiate happiness. Everything would have been perfect. Tamiko slowly took one step forward, very slowly the next and then within a few seconds she was in the air.The feeling should be so lovely, but it didn't last long. Now she was back to reality.
She lay on the floor, whimpering softly, she had only a slight wound on her head, you couldn't see everything else that had happened in the fall, people hadn't noticed anything, at least no one had taken care of her. And even if she had, she might have resisted it, she wanted to be here in her world, free as a bird. With a small smile on her face, she looked up again.
"Now I can be free ... now I am no longer alone ..." she breathed out softly ...
"Now I know what loneliness is," Kiyoshi sighed. He could never imagine how lonely a person could be when he had a family and at least one friend, but now he understood. It wasn't about being around people, but about how it felt when you were with others. Now he felt lonely and that was just because he kept thinking of her. She was the reason for his loneliness, now he understood it, but it was too late. She would never return, she was gone forever now, but in his memories she was still there and as long as he would not forget it, she would not die as long as it would live on in his heart. All this time he didn't know what it was like to be lonely, but today he understood. She had been the person who gave him hope and life and now she was gone, now she left a stain in him that couldn't be filled again. Today he understood what loneliness was, it was his loneliness ...
Even if Tamiko looked down, she wasn't afraid, she had been on the first floor of the house, but it could still be dangerous. In her inner eye she already saw what was going to happen. She would jump and then fly up like the butterfly, dance in the air and with the other butterflies and radiate happiness. Everything would have been perfect. Tamiko slowly took one step forward, very slowly the next and then within a few seconds she was in the air.The feeling should be so lovely, but it didn't last long. Now she was back to reality.
She lay on the floor, whimpering softly, she had only a slight wound on her head, you couldn't see everything else that had happened in the fall, people hadn't noticed anything, at least no one had taken care of her. And even if she had, she might have resisted it, she wanted to be here in her world, free as a bird. With a small smile on her face, she looked up again.
"Now I can be free ... now I am no longer alone ..." she breathed out softly ...
"Now I know what loneliness is," Kiyoshi sighed. He could never imagine how lonely a person could be when he had a family and at least one friend, but now he understood. It wasn't about being around people, but about how it felt when you were with others. Now he felt lonely and that was just because he kept thinking of her. She was the reason for his loneliness, now he understood it, but it was too late. She would never return, she was gone forever now, but in his memories she was still there and as long as he would not forget it, she would not die as long as it would live on in his heart. All this time he didn't know what it was like to be lonely, but today he understood. She had been the person who gave him hope and life and now she was gone, now she left a stain in him that couldn't be filled again. Today he understood what loneliness was, it was his loneliness ...