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Fanfic: Just I knew Ryuuzaki
protect people. You couldn't forget him. The cold stone tickled her skin, it was as if it was pulsing. As if there was a hint of life in him.
You died for the people who were close to your heart. You risked everything and lost everything for her. You fool. Did you have to go that far Did you really have to risk your life? Kira ...
Her head drooped to the floor, her forehead touched the cold floor and her tears wet it. It was so awful.I love you .... come back ...!
But Lawliet was silent.If only it wasn't for this Yagami Raito ... him and this damn book!DEATH NOTE... a book that could be used to kill people ... was that the truth?
Did such a book really exist? L had assumed. He had believed in it, even if the existence of a god of death had initially seemed unlikely to him. In the end he believed it. And died with this belief.
God of death ... whoever touched the Death Note could see the book's former owner. That sounded absurd. There was no such book.
But were there also dreams of people you had never met before? Yes, there was. So:This book really had to exist.
A book Lawliet used to kill with.Kira ....
Arashi hated this man. He was to blame for her loneliness ...
If it hadn't been for you, my life would still be fine ...! If it hadn't been for you, he would still be alive! Yagami Raito ... Kira ... murderer ....! I will never be able to forgive you. No way!
Slowly she straightened up again, wiping the water from her eyes. How many times had she cried because of him? The 9 months continuously? Each night? She didn't know exactly. She didn't care ... because no one saw her tears. Nobody.
If you were still there, Lawliet ... I would do anything ... anything to make you happy ... please believe me. You are the most important thing in my life ...
She wondered if she was able to believe in the Death Note. To the book and the gods of death, to a possibility of influencing death and killing people whenever it suits you.
Did she want to believe in it, could she? If she admitted it existed ... then she also admitted that Lawliet was killed by forces greater than her Christian god. Did she handle it?
If you believed in it ... then I want to believe in it too ...Lawliet had died from theDeath Noteof Yagami Raito and his god of death ...
You were the culprit ...you!
Arashi reached a realization that became clearer and clearer second by second. Was it that ... obviously ... that easy?
Was it possible if ...-
So easy...?
If there is a book that can be used to kill people ....
Then there has to be a book that gives them life
Can give back again ....!
She kept bringing that thought back to mind. Lawliet had died through one book, could ... could she bring him back through another ...?!
The girl rose, brushed her black hair behind her ears, and looked seriously at his grave.If there is even the slightest possibility ... that it istrue... if I can save you ... then I will try!
She touched the rough stone in awe, gave it a gentle kiss and thought she heard a light voice in the wind. The whispering of the leaves intoxicated her and only strengthened her resolve. She would do it ... No matter how long it will take me. It doesn't matter if my search is unsuccessful ... I will not give up ... never! To you!
With her lover's voice in her head, she left the cemetery and headed for her aunt's apartment. Before she went looking, she had a few things to pack and she had to leave a message for the people around her. She couldn't leave without explaining what she was up to ... or at least, she had to lie to her friends. You couldn't follow her. The place she wanted to enter was not a place for people with the faint of heart or ... led a happy life.
Maybe she would never return ... maybe her journey would end in death ...maybe
It was clear: light and shadow. Love and hate. Woman and man.Everything and nothing. Everything had a contrast, a partner, if you wanted to put it that way. Like two sides of the same coin. One couldn't exist without the other! Life and death ...
"If there is a book that can be used to kill people ....
Then there has to be a book that gives them life
can give back again ....!"
End of chapter 1> A daring theory. <