Don't go away.
Please stay with me.
I'm so scared of being alone.
Don't you understand that I need you
I need you like air to breathe
Like a fish the water.
Like a flower the sunlight.
I made mistakes.
Far too many mistakes.
I know that.
But I'm only human too.
A person with mistakes.

I stare apathetically out the window. The rain pounds continuously on the windshield. I leaned my head against the cold glass. I'm do not feel well. Not only do I look pale and sickly, no, my psyche is also in a mess. Because suddenly you disappeared. You left nothing behind, not even your warmth. I'm sad. Why did you leave the field without saying a word while I was out shopping? That was mean of you, do you actually know that? Couldn't you at least have left my heart there? I feel so lonely - without you, without your closeness, without your affection. I don't even know a reason for your disappearance. Only that I've been sitting on this window sill for two days and staring out the window. I deliberately ignore the phone and the bell. I don't want to see anyone, speak to anyone. Because I know that you will never be on the other end of the line and that you will never stand in front of me in the hallway. You're gone. You're just gone I do not get it. I do not understand you. Can't you come back one last time and explain everything to me? Just for a moment, I won't say anything and just let you talk. I remember your song You played it many times before you disappeared. I was never there when your fingers played that sad melody on your grand piano. Because you were only in the music room at night. You always thought I was going to sleep. You will probably never find out that it never was like that. I always stood quietly in front of the door and listened to you.Even now I still think I hear you play. How you cry silently during your piece and fix your gaze on the keys. I never saw it, but I felt your tears. I felt your stare on your fingers. Once I wanted to talk to you about it, wanted to ask you if you were going to play something for me on the piano. But when I saw the melancholy look and the apologetic smile on your lips, I knew you would never do that. I know that I was the one who broke everything. I know you couldn't help it. After all, you didn't do anything. You just loved me And me? I never appreciated how much love you gave me. I accepted it. Gave back. But apparently not enough. Now that you're gone, I want to give your melody a name. Yes it is your tune. And I know that it was a soft cry for help. From you. To me. Why did it have to end like this when we both knew who was to blame?

People Error.