Sorry if it ends like this, but I'm not even finished with the first chapter ^^
Still have fun reading ^^



My thoughts were no longer together ... that was one of the few things I could still see beyond any doubt.
Everything was so gloomy and cold, creating an atmosphere full of fear and homesickness that was so heavy on my lungs.
I knew that I would soon have to leave everything behind, even though I didn't want to. Without any energy, it was also impossible to escape, all alone and without allies. It wasn't really planned that way, if I should be honest. My only plan was to catch this bastard and make him pay. Ha! Who is actually atone now? Everything had backfired, the search, the questioning, the rush, the arrival on the island of Banaro and the subsequent fight between me and the traitor. Just everything. Maybe I should have stayed with my little brother back then in Alabasta, then I would certainly not be so alone now or it might not have gotten that far.
The more I was able to think in the past weeks, days and years, the heavier my heart became and I even came to tears of guilt and longing.
I still wanted to do so much, say so much, show so much, make up for so much ...
Just thinking about my childhood would make me laugh out loud, like Luffy almost stabbed his eye back then just because he wanted to prove to Shanks and the others how brave he was or when I was 12 for the first time was really in love with my little brother's best friend. Actually I still loved her .. I had sworn to look for her after her disappearance, but Grandpa advised me against it, because I might still have hated her for what I didn't understand until now. There were still 33 hours until I should have blessed the time, why is there no reason to review everything?I looked desperately at my dungeon partner Jimbei, who was actually one of the seven samurai, but revolted against the planned kireg against my captain. He looked at me in silence when I asked if he would listen to me when I told him about my childhood, as it was more comfortable for me. After all, I shouldn't be there in 33 hours.
He nodded with a smile.
"Well, it was almost exactly ten years ago when I was sitting in the pub at Makino's and sipping my orange juice in frustration. I was pissed off because Grandpa took me so hard during training that I walked to the pub crying." I remembered like it was yesterday because Luffy had his seventh birthday the next day.
"Anyway, I know that I was sitting there and all of a sudden Luffy came storming in and wanted to hide in the store because he had played Hide & Seek with his best friend Yanna, her name was. I was more annoyed than usual because it was already there again it said "Yanna did that to me, I showed Yanna ..." that was the way it went the whole time when the two were still hanging out, they were inseparable friends and even had a blood "sibling", whereby me When I heard it, I got a fit of laughter. ", I laughed a little while Jimbei laughed too.
"I didn't know Yanna very well at the time, although my little brother had played with her almost every day and she even lived with us. Yanna was my uncle's daughter, so Garp told me since her father was in the Navy and her mother a famous scientist. Her parents never had time for her, so she grew up with us. ", I took a little respite, I wasn't doing so well, but I really wanted to tell him everything.
"Makino was desperately trying to cheer me up at the moment as I was just gloomy and crouching in front of me."