Translation
So einsam und doch nicht allein
Zabuza's outburst of anger
The mood was actually quite pleasant with everyone, but something was in the air.
Nobody said anything bad or similar.
Kisara was sitting in a corner and as soon as she saw Zabuza, she turned red in the face, which one or the other probably noticed because she was being looked at in a strange way.
When suddenly Zabuza walked up to her, she began to bob her legs nervously and stared around.
“Kisara, look at me when I want to talk to you!” Said Zabuza and that with a very strict tone.
Kisara got up and stood at attention in front of him.
"I'm sorry that I neglected my tasks Zabuza. It doesn't happen anymore." Kisara said and bent her upper body slightly down.
"Go into town with some of them tonight and see if you notice anything. I want to see a report from you tomorrow morning at the latest."
Kisara nodded and waited for Zabuza to move away from her to sit down again.
When he turned and ran away, she watched him go and was almost saddened.
In her, everything slowly filled with sadness and anger, which she herself had not yet noticed and this can lead to devastating consequences.
“So who would like to come with me tonight?” Kisara asked annoyed and waited for volunteers.
"Don't push like that. I have time!" She said sarcastically and left the room to go outside and wait for the others there.
"I'll go with you. Who else is coming?" Asked Kakashi, but apparently all of them didn't really feel like it and wanted to shirk.
"Ok, we are here on a mission and not with Finds the Great Love. Naruto and Sakura, you both come with me. Anko, you will go outside later with Sasuke and Karin, since she is already there. It's wrong how you behave, because we have a mission to fulfill here and nothing else. You can take care of the other things in your free time, but not now. "Kakashi said angrily and left the room as well.
Anko was shocked by Kakashi's behavior because she had never seen him like that before. She felt guilty for having only come with me to get closer to Kakashi. But the way she was behaving at the moment, she only achieved the opposite.
Naruto and Sakura followed Kakashi straight away, so as not to get into more trouble.
"What's wrong with Sensei Kakashi? Why was he so upset?" Sakura asked Naruto, but Naruto didn't know the answer either.
They got to Kakashi and Kisara and they both seemed to be in a bad mood.
"Great. We should now deal with two bad-tempered things like that. Great again." Thought Sakura and smiled at the same time.
She saw Kisara roll her eyes after thinking that and became suspicious.
“Why did you roll your eyes like that?” Sakura asked, giving Kisara a strange look.
"Because I don't feel like all this shit right now. Ok?"Kisara was very pissed off by the whole situation and just wanted to get the night over as quickly as possible, only to be able to hear from Zabuza again why she hadn't found out anything.
Kisara was often in a bad mood, but like now that happened very rarely and it got worse.
They set out and searched the village. They split up and each started looking in a different direction, but so far without success.
Sakura came across Kisara after about an hour, but said nothing to her.
Just as Sakura was about to go on, Kisara grabbed her arm and pressed her against a wall.
"Let go of me. What's this?" Sakura asked angrily and wanted to tear himself away.
"Sakura, please don't take this personally, but you're too good of a person. I've watched you long enough now and you have to crack down on you. You can do more than that. Make something of your life to not end up like me, them lives only for their master and for nothing else. Seize every opportunity and just go. Don't commit yourself to anyone and, above all, never fall in love with someone who hurts so much. Because then you've already lost. "
Kisara let go of Sakura again and jumped onto the next roof.
“I'm sorry that I hurt you.” Kisara said before she disappeared into the fog. Sakura saw red bruises from Kisara's hands on her wrists, which were caused when Kisara pressed them against the wall of the house.
Sakura just didn't know what to think of it and somehow that struck her as very weird.
After five hours they arrived back at the property and they all reported the same thing. No one had succeeded.
Sakura tried to keep her hands out of the other's point of view as best she could to avoid any annoying questions, which worked very well.
“Kisara, should I come with you?” Kakashi asked when she wanted to go to Zabuza to tell him.
"No. He doesn't want that. I can do it on my own. Thank you." Kisara made her way to Zabuza's room.
For a long time she stood in front of his door and just waited until Kakashi suddenly stood next to her.
“Why are you hesitating, Kisara?” He asked, putting his hands in his pocket while leaning against the wall.
"I don't hesitate, Kakashi. I ..." Suddenly the door opened and Zabuza stared at Kisara.
Kakashi was gone, which impressed Kisara.
She stepped in and knew exactly what was going to happen next.
Sakura and Naruto stood in front of the door to hear what they shouldn't have done. Because so they had to find one thing ...
It took a while before the voices of Zabuza and Kisara got louder and louder. They yelled at each other and not exactly politely.
"You know what. You can take it easy. I just don't have the nerve for all of this anymore. You just puke me and I don't feel like letting you yell at me all the time, even though I haven't done anything."Yelled at Kisara Zabuza and slapped him on the face, which had dire consequences.
For a short time nothing happened, but then ...
Zabuza reached out and hit Kisara in the middle of her stomach.
The blow was so severe that Kisara was thrown through a wall and lay under the rubble.
Sakura and Naruto looked horrified through the hole and noticed that something was wrong at all.
Horrified, Sakura wanted to help Kisara out of the rubble, but Kisara held her hand in front of her nose to indicate that she didn't have to help.
Kisara knelt on all fours and had to spit blood. She coughed pretty hard because all the dust had gotten into her throat.
She wiped her mouth briefly with her arm to remove the blood.
She stood up in anger and when she lifted her head one thing became clear.
The look with which she looked at Zabuza said a lot.
Anger, sadness and loneliness. But also that she feels more for him than she had ever told him.
The wounds that were all over Kisara's body were bleeding, soaking all of her clothes.
Sakura and Naruto didn't dare utter a single note, but stayed in the background.
"Good-bye Zabuza. I just can't take it anymore. I'm sorry. As much as I would like to stay, under these circumstances it just doesn't work. Good-bye."
Kisara just ran away and knew that everything was over for good.
Zabuza himself stopped and just couldn't believe what he had done. He had never hurt her so much and he couldn't describe to himself how it happened.
“Kisara, please wait.” Zabuza called and ran after her.
Sakura and Naruto looked at each other in horror and both ran straight to Kakashi and the others to tell them about it.
This was just a situation in which nobody really wanted to be involved.