I was walking the streets of Konoha. The sun shone mercilessly on my head again today. And that's not nice when you have black hair! I discovered a small cafe on a little turn. "Now an ice cream" I thought. I sit down at the only free table and wait for the waitress to come. "Leiko!" someone shouted. I turn in the direction of the voice. "Wow .. No ... Sakura ... I just wanted to have some ice cream !!" I thought. "Leiko. Hey, how are you? Can we sit down ??" she asked. "We?" I asked, slightly confused. She turned to the side so that I could see the young man behind her. Like me, he had black hair. I took a closer look at it and finally burst out laughing. Sakura looked at me confused. And the guy who had brought her suddenly leafed through a book like crazy. "What's so funny?" Sakura asked me when I had calmed down and sat down as shamelessly as she was. The guy took a chair and sat down. "He looks like a cheap copy of Sasuke .." I said and was about to laugh again. Sakura gave me an angry look. Opps .. Fooled around, slipped and fell down the stairs ... "Uh ... So ... what's the guy's name now?" I ask to change the subject. She blinked briefly "ohh .. this is Sai. We're on a team together." she said after a short pause. He ... so Sai (I: =. =) Looked at me and smiled. "Wow ... what kind of fake smile is that? It looks like it's just from the cosmetic surgeon" I thought. I was just about to say what I was thinking when Sakura suddenly jumped up. "I still have to go to Tsunade. See you!" she said and then ran off. I looked after her with my plate-wide eyes. I looked at Sai, still grinning. "Leave it!" I said. He looked at me confused but unfortunately still grinning "What should I leave?" asked he. "That fake laugh. It looks like you're in pain." I answered dryly. I saw his oh-so-friendly face twitch to keep the smile halfway. He was about to say something when I just got up and left.

One week later:
I was on the way to the tsunade. I was told that the job had a certain urgency. She's probably exaggerating again ... I entered the Hokage Tower. As I scurried through the corridors, I thought about the messenger's words. He told me I would get a partner for this job. I would rather work alone if I am honest. But what the heck. I entered the office. "Leiko! Nice that you are here." I heard about Tsunade. Oh my God. (I: Better pray to Jashin ... He's cooler ..) She was
friendly. That didn't mean anything good. I looked around. Come on…. The weirdo from last time, sai or something, was there too .. I looked at Tsunade. "You will go to Kirigakure and bring me a book.You get this from a man because you can find it in a bar near the Kage Tower. "She says. After she chased us out of the office, I turned to Sai." You're still grinning so stupidly. We'll meet at the gate in half an hour. "I said to him. Without waiting for his answer, I turned around and ran home as fast as I could.

When I got home, I packed my things as quickly as possible. Mainly guns and food pills. I looked around again to make sure I hadn't forgotten anything. "I think I have everything." I thought. I took my bag and left my apartment. I checked my watch. Phew, I still had almost 15 minutes. I could take my time there. I locked the door behind me and slowly made my way to the gate.

When I got to the gate I checked my watch again. Whoa for almost 10 minutes. "Can we go?" I heard a voice behind me. I turned and looked into a falsely smiling face. I looked at "You could have taken your time. We wanted to meet first for 10 minutes." I said. He was still smiling at me. I turned around and said over my shoulder "Come on. We don't have forever." And ran off without paying attention to whether he was following me.

We had been running for almost 7 hours without a break. I looked at the sky and noticed that it was slowly getting dark. "Sai. Let us set up camp," I said. And stopped. The place was perfect for that. I put my backpack down and looked for firewood. "You .. Leiko?" I turned around. "What is?" I asked. "How did you know that smile wasn't real?" asked he. I looked at him confused. "Every blind man sees that," I replied sarcastically. "You are the first to notice this." he said softly. "That was clear. Most people are too busy with themselves to notice." I meant. "You shouldn't smile if you don't feel like it." He nodded slowly. "But I don't know what to do. It's so complicated. I don't understand these emotional issues." he said desperately. I crouched in front of him. "What do you think if I help you?" I suggested. He looked at me this time without smiling. "Why should you do that?" he asked confused. "Because I'm a nice person." He nodded "Yes. Please help me." "But please ..".

After we made a fire, we sat across from each other. "Well. I have a question for you ... How are you feeling right now?" I asked. He looked confused. "Uh ... well ... I ... I don't know exactly ..." he stuttered. I sighed, "Okay ... try to describe it," I suggested. "Well, I've got a tingling sensation in my stomach ... It's weird ... I've never had anything like this before ..." he rhymed together. "Does it feel bad?" I ask. "No! No ... not at all .." he said. I smiled. "That's a start." I said satisfied."But ... the others don't even know how I feel." he said softly. "It doesn't matter if the others know that .. Your feelings belong only to you." I said with a grin. He nodded hesitantly. "So ... I'm sleeping now. Good night." I said.
I could still hear him say "sleep well". Then sank in the realm of dreams.

His point of view:
I didn't understand why I had this tingling sensation. Because desire to touch her. Because desire to be with her. That was new and overwhelming for me. I didn't know how to deal with it. I looked at her. She looked like an angel. I couldn't help but touch her. I carefully brushed her cheek with my fingertips. As if it were made of glass. She twitched slightly under my touch. I withdrew my hand quickly. She got up and yawned. "Is it my turn to go on guard?" ask her while she rubbed her eyes asleep. I felt like I was on fire. She looked at me and suddenly started grinning. "Sai ... you are red." she said. A smile crossed her face and made me blush even more. "Sai. I'm proud of you!" She praised while clapping my shoulder. I looked at her confused. "What? Why ... I don't understand." he stuttered. "You showed how you feel, and this time it wasn't an act." she said. The tingling in my stomach got stronger and stronger. I got up. "I'll be right back." I almost screamed. I turned and ran into the woods.

Your point of view:
Huh? What's going on? Did i do anything? I sighed. I liked him. Very much, even though I had only recently met him. I was torn into my thoughts when I heard a noise. I got up and stood ready to fight. Suddenly someone pressed a handkerchief on my face. I lashed out. My strength sank more and more, until at some point everything went black.

His point of view:
I had to go. I had such immoral images in my head. I saw her lying there. Naked. I shook my head to get the picture out of my head, but I couldn't. "I should go back to her," I thought. I ran back to our camp. I caught my breath. She was gone. My breathing got faster and faster. I looked around frantically. "Leiko !!!" I screamed. I panicked. I looked at the floor. There were drag marks there. I ran along as fast as I could. "Leiko!" I kept shouting into my mind. Crap! It only happened because I had these images in my head. I cursed myself mentally. Suddenly I heard a groan. I followed the noise until I came to a small hut. I pounded on the door. The groan was interrupted. Something was slowly coming towards the door. "Yes?" asked a dark voice. "Let me in!" I screamed. I heard a small laugh. "Why should I?" asked the voice.I have enough! I kicked the door with full force. I heard the lock crumble. "Where is she!" I yelled at a fat, hairy man. (Me: wow… yummy… that makes you want more .. * suppress gagging *). (my imaginary best friend: You're annoying!). (I: leave me! ..). I grabbed a fat man by the neck and shouted "Where is she! Where is my Leiko!". (me: did you staple your name?). The fat one smiled disgustingly. "In the basement .. I think she thought it was cool when I ...". I couldn't keep my anger out. I took out a kunai and rammed him in the neck. I hear the man choke on his own blood. I ran to the only door that was still locked and kicked it. That's when I saw her. She was chained to the wall. Splinter fiber naked ... (I: =. = 'Dude ... .. if you do that now ... Then I have to kill you ...). I felt something dripping from my nose. Ohh my god (me: JASHIN !!). I had a nosebleed. How could a picture like that turn me on. I ran down to her. "Leiko !!" I screamed. I pulled out a kunai and broke the bonds. "Sai ??" I heard a weak voice. "Leiko! I'm so sorry. I will never leave you alone again." I promised and noticed how I started to cry. I winced briefly when I felt a hand on my face that wiped my tears away. "Sai .. You did it ... You showed sincere emotions. I'm so proud of you." she said with a smile. I couldn't control myself any longer. I took her face in my hands and kissed her. I always pressed my tongue gently against her lips and asked for admission. When she opened her lips I hug her even more. I wanted to feel it everywhere. Our tongues fought wildly until we had to part with the lack of air. I looked her in the eye "I love you." I say and kiss her again right away. She gently pushed me away and said to me in a seductive voice "I love you too." We kissed each other. The fight between us was getting hotter and hotter and neither of us wanted to give up .. (I: Wow… the first time in the basement by a sadist…. Cool * sakasmus *)

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