"Brother !!" I only heard but how is that possible ?? Wasn't I at war? Everything around me was dark and I opened my eyes. A little boy was standing in front of my bed. "What is it ??" I then ask him. "You screamed, I thought that was what happened ..." He lowered his head and is relieved.
I smiled ... I didn't think he was worried about me. But it was probably a dream ... I wasn't in the war at all ...
Not yet...
Today I had to leave shortly after 3 days I got a message from Roderich which surprised me very much because we are actually fine.
But when I read the message, I dropped it and couldn't believe it. I immediately went to Austria.
When I arrived I saw Roderich sitting on the floor who had been trying to get a doctor the whole time. I ran to him because there was HE.
Bleeding to death with cold pale skin. No, this could not be!! A Hungarian woman named Elizabetha came running in with doctors.
Who then took HIM to the hospital.
I Elizabetha and Roderich had to wait outside while Elizabetha told me that she found him on the floor. But she didn't know what exactly was happening.
After a while the doctor came and said we had to wait a bit but we were allowed in.
He lay there in the sickbed, pale, motionless and still.
I couldn't stand how he lay there! I was about to leave when Roderich held my arm "We should rather stay with him! You anyway! You should know that yourself! He needs you Gilbert now!" He was right, I have to stay. Elizabetha was silent and said nothing.
What was the matter with her all of a sudden?
The Hungarian lowered her head, she had to take a look at it. Now I know too ...
It thundered on the day when she suddenly stood crying in front of my door, she was soaking wet and couldn't stop crying. Her mother died in the hospital, her father killed himself afterwards, leaving Eliza alive anyway, why no one knows.
Those were the most terrible memories of her life. She had to watch them die. Now I can only see something glide from Elizabetha's eyes and then how it slapped on the floor. She was crying ... Roderich looked at me and meant comfort her! I then took it right in my arm and pressed it close to me.
Actually, I can cry, but she probably did that for me.
Then the door opened and "A girl" came in. She took a chair, climbed on it, and then sat down. She looked at him and held his hand tightly. She looked so sad as if her whole world was destroyed, everything that was important to her suddenly disappeared. 4 more people came in. The smallest of the 4 looked like the girl next to my brother. The little boy was called Romano really couldn't stand my brother, but it seems that he likes him, but was only afraid of him.Romano was Italian like the girl. With him is a Spaniard, a Dutchman and a girl from Belgium. Already an Englishman came with an American guy on his arm, behind it was a Chinese with a Japanese. So many have already been there. But it stayed silent ... everything stayed silent. As if time stopped and didn't go any further.
Elizabetha was still in my arms but stopped crying. We all had to wait now.
"The girl" who is with my brother looked at him. It was probably too much for her and thought about the time spent with him. Her eyes went wide. What does she have? She must have felt something just what ?? Then you only saw a small tearful tear flowing from her face. Did I miss something?? What's the matter? I realize only now that I didn't hear anything around me anymore. I was getting dizzy. >> No, not now ... please ... << I let go of Eliza and tipped over the only thing I saw and could hear that the "girl" was being carried outside and yelled: "NO !! THAT MUST NOT BE !! HE IS NOT DEATH !!!!! "so she felt on the ground and cried like hell.
After an hour I finally wake up
In the room of .... where am I ???
I looked around what all this just a dream ???
Yeah it was a dream !!
But I was wrong ... It all happened ... I didn't mean to take it for real. Suddenly the door opened and the young Spaniard stood in the room. I see ... so I'm in the Spanish villa.
"You are finally awake!" But then he does not say in a good mood as always, it was otherwise so sad and emotionless.
It really wasn't a dream ... Unfortunately ... "He's not there anymore ... am I right ??" I asked and looked at him. He nods briefly.
"What can I say to that ..." I said and bowed my head and looked at the covers. The tears came to me but I didn't want her to see Antonio .. yes oke he's one of my best friends but I can't cry in front of anyone "I wish it was just a dream" I say quietly. Antonio realizes that I'm going to cry. He came up to me and said something and smiled. I didn't understand him at first but when I was able to sort the words in my head alone he said:
"Actually you should know yourself he is not alive here in front of us and he talks but he is in your heart! He is your brother and you can not cry all the time, even if you have to but think about who knows vil. Is he is here or somewhere else but with you! "I had never actually heard anything like that from him, but he was right. But I think who my brother would be there ... then it would be with the girl.
She also cried and screamed really badly. You could have cried with me. I smiled he is with her I know that ...
Antonio's words really helped me! I wonder why he is then insulted and beaten by Romano .. Well, regardless of the time when I was thinking, antonio left me alone.I got up and walked out of the room the hallway was quite long and large. The walls were decorated with pictures. A picture fell right into my line of sight. On it were Antonio Francis. I had Romano Seyschelles Metthew and my brother in our arms. Typical that you let that hang up. I went further. Then I finally arrived in a large hall but the person I was looking for wasn't here. That's why I go out and look for the person there. Then I saw her she was sitting in the meadow on a mountain and crying softly.
"Tell me, do you think he wants to see you cry?" I sat down next to her and looked at the sky. She stopped and looked at me, "But he-he can't see me, he's ... he's dead !!" or not ?? "" Yes ... "She agrees with me. "He's with you! So stop crying and smile better! He wants to see you smile" I said and smiled. She smiled but not only us .....

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