"Are you staying here? Do you think you can stay here again? But then you would be so alone, then you can stay with us! Do you know how happy my mother will be? I am so glad that you are back Itachi shot out of her.
Sayo was visibly excited and happy, but also premature. She put her arms up in the air as she imagined what it would be like if he were here again. It would be wonderful for her. She could never imagine anything better in life. For a moment all the pain was forgotten. But only for this one moment.
He cleared his throat, sighed softly and Sayo smiled at him.
"I'm only here for a mission, Sayo.", He answered her calmly and her smile suddenly died away.
The joy vanished just as quickly as it came and happiness turned into unhappiness. The redhead looked at her, shaking her head, with a disappointed expression that could scare you, so dejected she was now.

I don't understand how a whole sentence can plunge all the feelings into the deepest level. It hurts. Because I'm so attached to him and he doesn't seem to care.
Where is the one I fell in love with. Path. Lost. Lost. No longer to be found.

"Oh, I didn't know.", The Tanaba mumbled quietly and disappointed.
She staggered back a few steps and held on to her head, which suddenly began to hurt. Sayo swallowed hard. She couldn't take it any longer.
She felt dizzy and leaned against the wall to keep from falling over. The girl stared at the floor and kicked a stone away.
Then she started smiling sadly and looked up. She cocked her head and took a deep breath. She wasn't sure what to say. She didn't even know if she would get a sound out. But she would try, because no one is allowed to deal with the green-eyed woman like that. And everyone knew that.
"Someone who is so cold has no heart. And when they do, it's frozen and useless. Despite your actions, I didn't doubt them. Never, never. I didn't see them as a murderer, but as a friend. But that was just a sham. The cold heart belongs to a monster who doesn't care. ", she spoke without any signs of sadness.
An angry, pale, delicate face looked at him. Stared at him.

[i]Words that do not come from the heart are not meant seriously. Depending on our mood, we say it and later we feel ashamed of what has been said.
But I was serious. Because it hurt. While he was so strong and self-reliant, I clung to old ole times and fond memories. But I could also be strong ...! Just to show him and prove myself to him.

Neither of the two present said anything to that. She just looked away sourly and snorted angrily. Itachi gave no response at all. The situation was tense, but at some point you had to break the silence.Sayo's eyes threatened to close and not open again, she was too exhausted. The Tanaba was tired and the sudden dizzy spell was not a good thing either.
"You didn't care about me before? I probably didn't notice when I was eight," she whispered with a slightly ironic undertone.
She felt pathetic, especially when she started to grin, which she couldn't understand herself, but did it anyway. Actually she didn't understand anything anymore. Everything seemed to lose its sense, everything became incomprehensible. She hardly understood herself anymore. What has become of her in the last ten years?
"No, you weren't.", He replied calmly and, as always, in complete harmony, as Sayo found, although he sounded rather monotonous.
She gave a hoarse laugh. A bad comedy for the injured redhead, it felt like a game where only the lies mattered. Nothing more than lies.
"Why am I now?" She hissed, her eyes bubbling with anger.
"Now it's not you either." Sayo escaped a questioning tone and reflexively pushed himself off the wall.
She staggered but found solid ground and looked at him in confusion.
"Why did you say we would never see each other again?" She asked suspiciously.
She began to ponder his upcoming and as yet unknown answer, but found none. It was all so illogical. So illogical that she wouldn't understand if she weren't involved in this.
"Because it should be like that."
An answer the Tanaba could never imagine. No, that was too much now. Didn't he want to see her again? Again she didn't understand anything. As if she'd ever understood something.
"Why should it be like that? Do you hate me?"

[i]past. Presence. Future. Three different forms of time that are not so different after all. There are three forms, but they amount to one.
I would like to influence the time. To prevent, to make and to change. And if I had done my job, I would look forward to the present and even more to the future.
But even that is only a wish, the impossibility. Mistakes were made, secrets were spread, puzzles were solved and asked.

Suddenly a play of lights began before her eyes. The black dots against reality, against what she could still see. The light slowly faded and the black dots grew larger until their entire field of vision was black.
“I don't hate you.” Had she heard something loving in his tone or did it just seem like it to her? She was probably just imagining it, after all, he wouldn't be so friendly. His voice was so muffled anyway, just an illusion.
She lost her strength and fell over backwards. It seemed like she was falling in slow motion because Itachi was so fast and caught her.

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Well my dear ones.No sorry. What is this stupid salutation ^^ xD
Okay okay Sorry it took so long, but I was busy at the moment. Although we still have vacation, even if it is the last day ^^: P
Since I don't know what else to talk about, I'll stop there before I give a shit ^^

And thanks to everyone who reads diligently and writes clerks! : D you are the best !!! ^. ^

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