Translation
The way I love you
The last words, a decision
Just as a cold heart is not a real heart, a torn soul is not a real soul. That's what my father used to say before he started suicide.
He said it would come to this one day, but I didn't think it would affect me too.
So a torn soul is not a real one. If I don't have a soul, then he shouldn't have a heart. I'll take it away from him sooner or later.
"Sayo! Sayo, open your eyes! Sayo!" It was only muffled in her ear.
There was still a buzz and a rustle that drowned out everyone else, but she knew that voice. Worried, fragile, scared. Her mother.
"Sayo! I want you to open your eyes now!" Said the woman helplessly.
Then she picked up a glass that was filled with water and poured it over the semi-conscious girl.
The red-haired Tanaba gasped and gasped for air, her eyes shot wide when she felt the cold liquid on her now blazing hot skin.
There was a sofa under her, her head was on a hard pillow, and her left hand was bandaged.
After Sayo had calmed down, she calmly looked up at the glowing lamp, which had initially blinded her.
Her mother watched her questioningly before she cleared her throat and Sayo looked at her confused.
"What were you fainting, half-frozen and with a heavily bleeding wound doing on the floor? Why were you lying right in front of the apartment?", She asked more or less worried and interested.
Of course she wanted to know why and why her daughter was lying there. And, of course, whether she has an explanation for it.
With a skeptical look on her face, she got up and looked her mother in the face, confused but still attentive.
"I didn't pass out in front of the apartment!" The redhead waved slightly nervously.
Now it was the young woman who tilted her head because she did not understand anything.
"Then how did you get here?" She asked puzzled and began to think.
And like in a fast film, all the images flew by in front of her eye and she stopped when she thought of him.
"Mother.", Sayo whispered softly and looked scared at her mother.
The addressed looked at her daughter, who stared motionless at the door and thought about how she would explain it to her mother.
"I saw a traitor.", She breathed in a trance and tensed, realizing immediately that it was a mistake to have told her.
[i]Treason and Traitor. He murdered and became a traitor, but I still believed in him. But over time my hope dies that he will be like it used to be. Because betrayal can do more than change someone. But my hope dies in the end.
Her mother suddenly turned pale and looked at her daughter in disbelief. Sayo gently stroked her bandage and avoided the woman who literally stabbed her. Again and again.
"What are you saying, child?", it suddenly burst out of her, aghast.
The girl with green, sad eyes just nodded in disgust and looked out the window for a moment. The storm was getting worse and worse, but she was safe now.
At the thought of the endless rain she winced, although she had nothing against rain, but it was so icy.
"Who? We have to report that to Tsunade-sama immediately!" The woman hurried and jumped up.
Sayo propped himself up and scowled at her mother. She got up, tossed some pillows off the couch with her, and held onto her head until she was completely balanced.
And of course she was against the opinion of the elders. It was natural for her, she was true to her love.
"You don't dare, mother," hissed the redhead.
She reacted sourly to this and shook her head in contempt. She didn't like what her daughter was saying.
"We have to report that, Sayo! We are loyal to our village!", She replied to the girl and stood in front of her.
"Apparently it's not me.", She laughed mockingly and glared at her mother angrily.
There was a resounding clap and Sayo's head tilted. A red handprint formed on her cheek and she felt a sudden pain flicker through her left cheek.
Her mother snorted angrily and slowly lowered her right hand with which she had hit the green-eyed woman. Sayo seemed overwhelmed until she caught up with an anger that was so enormous that even her mother now looked down.
"We are loyal to our country," the woman repeated softly.
"You weren't loyal to your husband, but you are already in your village? Oh mother, look at your own mistakes. Your husband committed suicide after he caught you cheating!", Sayo snapped sharply and pointed with her index finger of the young woman.
She was disgusted with her mother and her actions. She was the death of her father. It was her fault! Sayo would probably never be able to forgive her, she just wasn't able to. However, she could live with her fatal mistake, which was already great progress.
The woman took a few steps back in a daze and gave Sayo passage, who pushed her aside and moved towards the door without paying attention to her.
She always had her weapons with her, nothing more than that. And even if her things were wet, she would step out of it.
"At least tell me who he is." Demanded the mother and she turned around with a weak smile.
"Love and hope die last, mother. I stay true to my feelings, not my village.", She started smiling and turned around slightly.
"And? Who is it?" A mocking undertone that gave the girl another reason to reproach her for the death of her father.
"A very old friend, mother. Just a very old friend, because I've missed a lot.", She replied dreamily, lost in thought, turned back to the apartment door and opened it."Itachi?" Asked the woman who stayed behind, incredulous and that was the last thing Sayo could understand.
She walked through rain and thunderstorms with a smile on her face. Slowly she started to nod and looked up at the sky.
"Yes, exactly him. Just because of that.", Sayo whispered softly, but the thunder drowned out her fragile voice, but the wind passed on her quiet words.
[i]loyalty. I stay true to you. I am loyal. Will follow you sooner or later. I give in to everything just to follow you. Mistake after mistake, but I'll accompany you to the end of the world. I am loyal to you and will remain so.
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* clear your throat and bow *
I'm really sorry the Kapi came so late!
Shit, it's kind of embarrassing! Human, human, human ...
Do I still have comms out there at all? ... Or readers at all? o.O.
Please forgive me. I promise the next ones will follow shortly! ;)
So ... see you then ^^
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