"Damn! Get it finally Hidan. I don't want to! I don't want to be a Jashinist!" A young girl, no more than 17 years old with chestnut hair, wrapped in a black coat with red clouds on it, yelled at a young man. He too was wearing a black cloak with red clouds. His silver hair was severely gelled back. He wasn't wearing a shirt and had deliberately left the top buttons of his coat open. The follower of his religion lay on his bare chest. Yes the man was a Jashinist. His face was twisted with anger. Just like that of his counterpart. "Jana! Give in. Join me. I don't want to be afraid of losing you anymore!" She snorted. "Have you lost your mind? What else should I give you, Hidan? I've already given you everything! Me, my soul, time and money! Do you want to take my freedom too?" She looked into his eyes as he did her. She only saw misunderstanding in his eyes. He didn't understand what she wanted! But he saw a lot more. He saw anger, as well as desperate fear of losing her last and greatest and good. "You know you are my life, Hidan! My little underworld. But it can't go on like this. You mustn't take my freedom! Do you understand me, Hidan? I don't want to be trapped!" She looked into his eyes. Her eyes became more and more soft. “I do love you.” It was just a whisper. She looked at him begging. But he? He shook his head! "No Jana. No! I can't understand that. I don't want to take your freedom away! But I don't want to have to worry about you anymore! I don't want to understand what you are asking of me! I don't want to have to accept losing you ! "She lowered her gaze. There was an embarrassed silence. She shook her head briefly and took a deep breath. To him it sounded like she was sobbing. Then she returned her gaze to Hidan. He noticed first the deep sadness in her eyes, and then the shiny trace that made its way down her cheek. He realized she was crying. He had made her cry. Then she spoke in a shaky voice. "If that's the case ... Then I'm sorry, Hidan. Because here our paths will part as a couple!" He wanted to talk again. But she had already left the common room and disappeared into one of the many corridors of Akatsuki HQ. Immediately he ran after her. Hidan had to find her! Because in this state, as unstable as it was. Wasn't she just a threat to an opponent? You could be dangerous for yourself.


A few miles from the HQ, Jana sat down on a large rock. It had hurt so much to just leave. Now she just wanted to be alone! Being alone and thinking. The longer she thought, the more she realized that she had found her happiness with him. Whenever she looked into his face, she could see so much.She knew him and knew that he was everything except tender. But she never gave up on that. When it came down to it, he was always there for her. His kisses also crossed her mind. Sweet and oak lips on hers. The tingling that they triggered. That then went through her whole body. His way of bringing her true pleasure close also burned itself into her brain. Yes, he liked to hear the latest gossip. He liked to make fun of people then. Also, she did not forget that he gave a lot to externals. But he was never afraid to tell her when her lipstick was fading or when she needed to retouch her kohl. They were all little things. Small yes. But for him it was a matter of course. Her behavior towards other women also occurred to her. He always seemed completely relaxed. As if he were in balance. But she knew better. She knew that this serenity was just a play. Because it was and is not easy for him to make contact with women. But no matter how difficult something was ... She knew she could trust him. She always could. And always would.

She kept thinking and again she realized that he was so much besides being tender. Suddenly there was a bang take her. She wasn't paying attention and so some Anbus from Kohnoha had snuck up. It would be their undoing. She wanted her peace and quiet, but she didn't get it! Anger boiled up in her again. And then a haze came up. Man couldn't see anything. She was enveloped in it. How she used to be enveloped in tenderness. But when the haze lifted, she wasn't the girl she'd just been. She was no longer the girl who sat sadly on a rock. She stood there. Black flames licked her arms and legs. All over her body. She was completely enveloped in it. She raised her right arm and pointed to one of the Anbus. In a second it went up in flames. Two seconds later there weren't even any bones left. Just ashes. For the others it was a sign to attack. But it wasn't long before one of them went up in flames.

He had been wandering through the forest for a long time. Hidan had searched all over the HQ for his beloved flame. But she was nowhere. Now he was wandering through the forest, hoping to find her after all. Then he heard a loud bang. He saw a white mist rising in the distance. And then a black fountain of flames that shot up. Immediately he knew that it was Jana who was losing control. His feet carried him like the wind to the battlefield. And there she stood. In the middle of a horde of Anbus. But none of them came close. Everyone burned. Immediately he was at her side. Or rather stood right in front of her. Her pitch black eyes widened. And suddenly the cruel flames dried up. The Anbus were all dead.He wrapped his arms around her before she collapsed. He couldn't believe his eyes. He had already seen her lose control of herself once before. After that she had blisters all over the place. Four weeks later he was able to peel it off its shell like an egg. But this time it hadn't turned out so lightly. She had blisters this time too. However, most parts of her body were completely charred. He carefully picked her up and brought her back to the HQ. The faces of the others didn't reveal much when he appeared in the common room with a completely burned Jana in his arms. Everyone was silent. Before Kakuzu was the first to switch. “Come with Hidan!” His tone was very harsh. Yet he follows him. Sasori was behind him too. Kakuzu opened the door to Jana's room. “Put her on the bed.” He instructed him. When he put the charred girl in his arms, she groaned in pain. She opened her eyes. He was frightened. Because they were completely empty. As if this girl had no more life in her. “Sasori?” He was pulled out of his thoughts by Kakuzu's voice. “Yes Kakuzu?” Hidan turned his gaze to the scarred man and the puppeteer. "Get a big bowl of warm water! We also need a bunch of bandages. Like the ointment you developed." The puppeteer nodded and left the room. "Hidan? It's better you go now. The sight of a screaming Jana will surely not please her. Instead, you should explain to Pain what happened." Hidan wanted to say something again when he was already pushed through the door into the corridor. Bucked because he couldn't help his beloved, he made his way to Pain.

When Jana opened her eyes she didn't know where she was. She hardly saw anything. Suddenly she felt two cool hands on her charred body. The pressure around her arms, legs and chest disappeared. All she saw was the white blanket above her. Turning her head would have asked too much. Suddenly a masked face appeared over her and after a few seconds she recognized the piercing green eyes of Kakuzu. She hears the door open. “Here the water, the ointment and the cloths.” She tried to sort out the voice. Success going on. She stopped Kakuzu moaning. “Did it have to be the ninth?” “We don't have any other Kakuzu.” Suddenly she made a click and she recognized the monotonous voice of Sasori. Slowly her thoughts left. Yes, she was completely burned here. Still, she had to think of the argument with Hidan. She may have always wished he was tender. But she didn't care now. Because he was the man. And if he were the soft of the two, he would be the stupid. Jack stings. Yes he was the boy. He was the stronger one. And that was a good thing. Because he who loves more must also suffer more. Suddenly she was torn from her thoughts by a sharp pain. Something rubbed her right arm.It felt like someone was running a cheese slicer over it. It was too warm. It felt like it was burning.

Hidan had just opened the door to the leader's office when a piercing cry of pain flooded the HQ. Then another and another followed. He wanted to turn around and to Jana to stand by her. But Pain didn't read him. "Hidan! I have to know what happened. You are the only one who knows what's going on. Kakuzu and Sasori are already taking care of Jana. So close the door and finally tell me what happened!" As Pain wanted it to be he began to tell. Everything he knew Again and again screams keep going through the HQ. He winced. Still, he didn't stop telling Pain everything he knew. When he left the office, the screams of his little flame had died down too. He ran towards her room. When he passed the common room he saw Kakuzu and Sasori. So you were done. And that's why it was so quiet. He went to Kakuzu for a moment. “Hey.” “What is Hidan?” “Just tell me one thing, Kakuzu. What about her?” Kakuzu looked up. "She is badly wounded. Halfway through work she passed out. She was awake for a moment. And she tried to ask about you!" Hidan perked up. "Still, we had to put her into an artificial coma. The burns she's sustained are life-threatening. To be honest, I and Sasori are amazed that she's not dead yet!" "Can I at least get in to her?" "Only to Hidan. But don't touch her. The smallest touch means pain. And even if she is in a coma. She will feel everything. And she hears you. So talk to her. That could aid recovery a lot. ”Hidan nodded before disappearing.

For the next four months, Hidan did not leave Jana's side. He always talked to her. Told what was going on in the HQ. Or he just looked at her. Most of the wounds had already healed. And Kakuzu and Sasori had finally decided to bring Jana back to life. They removed the breathing tube. Everything