At Christmas I will no longer be there.
I will die the evening before Christmas. It can only be prevented if I hear the sweet words.
"Because I have you ..."

I staggered slowly down the street. I felt so miserable.
Why? Why does this always only happen to me? Why the fuck ?!
I stopped and closed my eyes. Suddenly there were many bright lights in front of me. Suddenly everything was so warm, so friendly and loving. And then you came.
I opened my eyes again, but didn't see the snowflakes that were slowly sliding to the ground.
The wind whistled and slowly everything turned into a storm.
However, I didn't care. I was still standing on the exact same spot.
My eyes slid to the floor. The snow piled up and eventually created a thick layer.
Then my orange eyes glanced up at the sky. The little stars shone as brightly as they could, but couldn't break through the veil of clouds.
I advise you, my stars, give up. You can never win the game called Life.
My feet led me down the street again. At some point I was standing on my doorstep.
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year, dear Lady Angel.
Your neighbor Ms. Mikoto.
The sodden sheet of paper met my gaze.
Then I slowly opened the door and entered.
Why? First Yahiko died, then Sensei Jiraya and finally Nagato? Why do all the people who were important to me leave me? Now I was no longer important to anyone. I was only known as Lady Angel, but nobody knows me as Konan.
As the young orphan, Yahiko knew me.
As the peace-loving Kunoichi, Sensei Jiraya knew me.
As the Akatsuki paper, Nagato could do me.
Now everyone only knows me as the angel of Amegakure. Just like the one who left Akatsuki.
I had now made up my mind. I staggered slowly towards the kitchen. Where is the knife?

-His sight-

I ran. My lungs were on fire. Where was she?
Completely breathless, I stood in front of her door.
How could I be so blind Why have I only now noticed that Konan has left all lust for life and is planning to take his own life the evening before Christmas.

-Konan's view-

I heard the bell but ignored it. My feet carried me all the way to the hall. All the people I loved, all the people who were important to me. All are dead now. Just gone. Forever.
I brought the knife up to my carotid artery. The cold metal on my skin gave me a bitter smile.

-His sight-

"Konan! Don't kill yourself! Please! Open the door and don't die!" I shouted desperately.
Tears flowed down my cheeks. They stopped slowly by the chin for five moments. Yet only for a single moment.
Then they fell. Going deeper and deeper until they hit the ground.-Konan's view-

Just one more movement and I'll be dead, set free. Then everyone will have a better life. It would be nicer for everyone, because nobody would miss me.
Now the knife slowly cut into my flesh and finally cut the vein.
The pain made me wince.
I said goodbye to life with a smile, thinking that I had done everyone a favor.

-His sight-

I kicked the door in desperation. What I saw was terrible. She was on the floor.
"Konan ... you mustn't die ..." I breathed before leaning over the lifeless body, crying.
"Wh ... rum ...?", She whispered with the last of her strength before her soul slipped out of her body.
A tear barely audibly dripped onto the corpse's forehead.
I gritted my teeth and started crying.
"Because ..." I sobbed, "Because I ...
love ..."

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So that was my FF :)
KonanxNaruto ^^
Merry X-Mas my dear ones <3
GLG Ami