So I think I am.
I am so I think
So I am, I think.
So I think I am?

I think I live, breathe, suffer - therefore I am.
I am, I am a person like everyone else, I have my own decisions and opinions - so I think.
So I am, I am human, as flawed and imperfect as everyone else, but still unique - I think.
So I think, after such a long time, after suffering and sorrow, after which I was able to get everything that went: Am I?

Am I damn it, the one I want to be or just the cheap thing made up of memories and hate. Am i still alive As I want and as I like it? Yes, I like it, but if I'm not who I could be, it's no life!
I am the cheap thing. Born out of precious memories, hatred and aversion and a fatal mistake.Hismistake.Hismistake made me so, it's allhisfault. My life is ruined because of it.
I could be satisfied, I could be anything, but not like now. Anything better, better than now.
I am strong, resilient, immune. I live and love, but I don't waste anything, because it is important to me not to waste feelings in vain, to use them sparingly. I can only trust myself because I cannot betray myself or betray myself.
I trained, accepted, understood.
I trained because I have a goal that I want to achieve. I have accepted that I can no longer change it, but that I can take advantage of it. I understood that it had to be that way, because that was the only way I could become more than expected. Different from the beginning, better, but I had to sacrifice a lot.

What is behind this facade that does not crumble? Behind that pale, flawless skin, I want to know! I want to know, study, savor and destroy. Because it's no longer a game. Not one from before.
Now we're playing a game. There are my rules, only a few players, are you there?
We play with open cards, I'll show you my secrets and you give me a look behind your mask. We are few players, not just you and me. It's not about us for a long time. No, there is much more to it than that. It's about more people, they also play along.
The loser has to give up everything. Life, feelings, memories. Everything will go away. The winner will benefit. Everyone can win, no one will show weakness. All will be strong, but only one will be stronger.
Let's play a game. All or nothing. Open cards. Are you there, Sasuke-kun?

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Good day, my dear readers! xD * bow *
I'm glad that some came across my 1st FF and read through the prologue. : 3 Yeaaah! : D
I hope you will follow this story and leave me little feedback. Both criticism and praise are welcome!:)

[b]But actually I want to tell something about my story.
Probably not everyone will like my main character Sakura, I can understand that. Everyone has their own favorite Naruto character and Sakura is mine. :))
But I would also like to say that I take them precisely because it seems to me as if they are depicted weakly, overemotional and just a bit stupid in the anime / Mange. As such, all female characters are depicted as weak and (slightly) helpless.
I don't want to do that in my story! : D I want her to have that 'something' that makes her strong and resilient, but not too cocky! I give her a completely different character through the course of the actual story, so don't be surprised.

Besides, I don't know which pair to take. So don't think of SasuSaku right away! : D I can't say exactly yet ^^ But I would like to hear your suggestions! : D Tell me which pair you would like the most! ;)

This is probably not a suitable story for sakura haters, but everyone else is welcome in and of itself! : 3


Your SolitarySnow :)