Translation
Fanfic: And I dream of you...
let my gaze wander around, but I couldn't find it, as Naraku's attack had destroyed the entire landscape around us. But my feeling told me that they hadn't survived ... Rin smiled all over her face when she came to and saw me. She didn't know yet that the two were dead. The moment I became aware of the death of my two companions, the sheer hatred spread inside me. Hatred of this girl, who was to blame for Jakens and Ah Uhn's death through her worry and clumsiness ... I turned to Rin with an ice-cold look and, before she could even ask what was going on, I gave her a resounding one Slap. So violent that you could hear the bang from across the battlefield ...
"What's going on, Sesshomaru-sama, why don't you come ?!"
I startled to see that I had stopped during my mind journey. Rin already had a big head start and probably only realized now that I couldn't keep up. When I noticed how she looked at me questioningly, I just shook my head defensively. Then I worked hard so that we could finally get on ... Only when I told her after the incident and after the death of the two of them what was going on and that they were dead, she burst into tears. She did not want this and had thrown herself in my arms and asked for forgiveness. She apologized to me ... But I had never accepted her apology ... I didn't want anything more to do with her ...... Well, if Toutousai were still with us, he might have been able to help me, but he died too. Not in combat, but in a normal death. And this at the most inopportune time, when my servants Jaken and Ah Uhn died ... I was just thinking about this one woman from earlier when I suddenly smelled her smell. I looked ahead and fact:
In front of the two of us, the woman was on her Yokai companion, with a tear in her eyes and it seemed as if she didn't notice. She seemed totally absent and didn't even take both of us
more true. So, she had already found out ... Inu Yasha's death and the one, the Miko.
"HE !!"
I waited a moment, but she did nothing.
"COME TO YOU !!"
I was interested in her reaction, but nothing came. Instead, I went over to her and started shaking her. I wanted to know if she was even still aware of me. When there was no reaction again, I just gave her a resounding slap in the face ... As with Rin back then ... And it seemed as if it would help, because she was finally beginning to notice me![Sango:]
That couldn't be! Inuyasha-kun ... Kagome-san ... Kaede-sama ... They were all dead! I got on Kirara and mumbled something to her. What I was mumbling I didn't quite catch in the trauma myself, but I hoped that at least Kirara would understand. It already started. I didn't care where, I just hoped Kirara would get me out of here. Kohaku wasn't important to me at the moment. Kirara always brought me further, but I didn't notice it. In my mind I was blaming myself. Why wasn't I there when this all happened? Why did a yokai have to look for the Shikon no Tama at this moment of all times? Why did Kagome-san have to be in her world? Why was there a new moon that night? Why didn't Inuyasha-kun survive? Why couldn't the villagers help? Why did the village have to be destroyed? Why did Kagome-san have to take revenge too? Why did the yokai have to kill her? Why did the yokai have to die at the end? Why did Kaede-sama have to die right in front of my eyes? And above all ... Why did she have to give ME the Shikon no Tama ?! I did not understand this! Only now did I notice the tears that were already running down my cheeks ... Why? How so?! Why is all this? That was my only question at the moment! Yes why?!
I noticed that Kirara had stopped, but I didn't care. I suddenly heard a voice. Even though I wasn't even really listening, I knew it was for me. Inuyasha-kun ?! Was this Inuyasha-kun? Or Kagome-san? Kaede-sama? I was so out of the way that I couldn't even tell voices apart. I just decided to ignore it when suddenly someone shook me through. But I didn't notice it anymore. It wasn't until someone hit me in the face that I really came to. That pain had shaken me awake. As if awakened from my daydreams, I looked up and who did I see there of all places? Neither Inu Yasha-kun, nor Kagome-san or even Kaede-sama ... No, it was THE Yokai of all people who first told me about this bad news. HE was to blame that I forgot Kohaku ... HE was to blame that I found out about it ... HE was to blame in general that my life suddenly had no meaning any more ... And for that he should now ATENT ... HERE and TODAY !! I immediately jumped off Kirara and grabbed my Hiraikotsu. Then I rushed at him ... Or rather, WANTED to run at him, because then I saw this woman ... RIN! Suddenly I thought of what had just happened. Of my dream back then and the likelihood that HE was possibly the savior ... of the meeting back then, where I had saved Rin and it was He who had picked her up ... And what I had heard from him and the fact that HE was not at all to blame for Inuyasha-kun's death ... Suddenly I was just completely confused and confused.I wanted revenge, yes, but should I really take revenge on HIM? HE had nothing to do with it! After all, that wouldn't be fair, would it ?! Suddenly, while charging at him, I slowly slowed down and lowered my gun. What was I doing here ?! Was I so foggy with hatred and anger that I even ...
"Oh ... Inuyasha-kun ... Kagome-san ... Kaede-sama ..."
That was the only thing I said as I dropped my Hiraikotsu and fell on my knees in front of Sesshomaru. After that I just cried ...
[Sesshomaru:]
Well, I would have expected EVERY reaction from her, but really not ... First she charged me with her gun and then, shortly before she caught me, she slowly came to a stop. And then she just mumbled the names of her friends and dropped her gun and, before I could realize what she was up to, dropped to her knees in front of me. So who would have thought THAT ?! And now she was crying ... Out of the corner of my eye I could still see how Rin wanted to attack this woman, probably because this woman wanted to attack ME first, but I stopped her with a wave of the hand. Rin had become a good archer over the years and she was already holding a bow and arrow when I stopped her.
"B-but