Translation
Und was wenn nicht...?
Enlightenment!
I apologize for the fact that the last chapters were so short, so now comes a slightly longer chapter and have fun with And what if not ...? Chapter 4 Enlightenment! ^^
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I was shocked, I did justice to the fact that Shizune didn't think so and above all that she wasn't that curious ...
"Shizune, I can explain everything to you, but it is still very uncomfortable for me"
“Still, I want to know the truth!” Shizune said with a very determined expression on her face.
"Okay, do me a favor and don't judge me afterwards ..." I was afraid that Shizune would not be able to suffer anymore when she learns the truth because I am so close to her.
"I'm not promised!" What else could she have said ...
"So you've already found out the most important things, but you surely want to know how and why ...?! Well how should I put it, I met Dan 2 years before you were born, so we got to know each other better and a year later we were a couple and 3 months later I was pregnant ... it didn't meet my expectations to become pregnant at 22, especially because we were in the middle of the war and they needed my support at the front, so a baby didn't fit me at all at this point conclusion I was unintentionally pregnant ... But I had to take it into account it brought many problems, especially since I was the only healing ninjarin and thus our success rate had dropped by 20% ... But I wanted it and Dan wanted it too and I was still on the battlefield until 7 months! After you were born, the problems didn't get any less you were so small and needed someone to take care of you, but I had to go to the battlefield We handed you over to Dan's brother and his wife for days, sometimes even weeks, they weren't ninja and didn't have to fight although volunteers were always wanted ... There were times when you were with them more than with us and sometimes you wanted to You no longer come to us near home because you thought your home and your real parents would be there ... A few years passed and the war slowly came to an end, but at this point it was already clear that Konoha would win the war Then this day happened ... the day on which Dan ... you were only 4 years old at the time, I didn't want you to react so sadly about the loss ... The war destroyed many families and brought suffering and misery to the whole World! You were too young to remember it today. I sent you to the academy a year later when you took the Chunin selection test a little later and were Chunin I left the village with you in the belief that Dan would be your uncle and your parents on a mission. Later you may still remember it when you turned 18 you said to me my parents won't come back, they are dead, am I right ?!Unfortunately I couldn't deny that and Shizune you were right Dan's brother and his wife also died in World War II well and so the story ends I hope you are not too angry with me that I kept it from you for years! "I can't keep my mood down, but I think Shizune's also looks like that, at least it doesn't surprise me.
* ZACK * Suddenly something happened that I didn't expect. Shizune suddenly fell around my neck and hugged me and I could even see tears in her eyes.
"Shizune ?!"
“I could never hate you!” I think everything Shizune wished for has come true. She has a mother, of course, who she had before but without even knowing it.
"Thank you Shizune!"
"I somehow always imagined a mother in you, you were always so dear to me and so caring, I also felt a bond between the two of us - one that is more than just friends a very strong bond!" I am so happy about it Shizune's testimony that the tears began to run out of my eyes to tiles. But then the doorbell rang downstairs but I didn't want to let go of Shizune, I was so happy, but the doorbell rang again, who seemed to know that we were there.
"The door is open!" I gave him to understand and someone came up the stairs I don't like it when someone sees me crying but I couldn't wipe away your tears because new ones came immediately afterwards.
“Sorry I'm bothering you!” It was a voice that I knew only too well, it was Kakashi. I turned to him and he looked at me in shock.
“Am I coming just inappropriately?” I wiped the tears from my eyes and tried to suppress the new one. I looked at Shizune before I wanted to give him an answer. She made me understand that I can talk to him so that I shouldn't send him away again.
"No so what is it?"
"I'd rather talk to you in private if it's right ?!"
I looked at him in amazement then I looked at Shizune and then back at him.
“Okay, okay.” So we went to the door.
“Jiraiya sent me to talk to you.” I should have thought, but before Kakashi I was a little clueless.
"Jiraiya ?! What is there of him that you have to tell me?" As if I couldn't imagine it.
"Well, he told me about such a thing, he said that would be enough and you should know where I'm talking about ..." he said, slightly nervous.
"Yes, I can guess and I don't feel like talking about it now, I have other problems!" I finally want to get rid of him ...
"But Jiraiya said it was important and that I should apologize to you for him he can't because you allegedly told him you don't want to see him anymore!"
"yes that's right okay you apologized for him now you can surely leave us alone!"Maybe I looked like a presser but I have to get rid of him at last!
"Um, of course I'll go, but first I have to give you this, this is a note from Jiraiya I shouldn't read it myself, but make sure you read it." Oh Jiraiya already wants to write notes with me and Kakashi is his mail carrier or how?!
"Nagut okay ..." I read the note and then put it in my jacket pocket.
"So and now you can go, right?" I grab the guy right away and throw it out of my apartment by hand!
"Sure we'll see each other ciau."
"Goodbye Kakashi." I found that totally superfluous, well if I still follow what is on the slip I don't know yet, but that doesn't matter ... so I went back to Shizune who looked like she apparently misses me Has.
"There you are again, what did Kakashi want from you?" She asked curiously as if she already knew the answer but only wanted confirmation!
"Oh nothing more, it was just about the thing with Jiraiya, doesn't it matter now, are you a little better?"
"Yes it does uh, can I ask you something?"
"Of course, go ahead!" I wondered what she wanted to ask me again ?!
“Can I call you mom?” Somehow I didn't expect that question!
"Sure, why not ... but why do you want to acquire it now, of all times?"
"Because that would be the first time that I can say mother to someone about it."
I apologize for any spelling mistakes ^^
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MfG Tamia
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I was shocked, I did justice to the fact that Shizune didn't think so and above all that she wasn't that curious ...
"Shizune, I can explain everything to you, but it is still very uncomfortable for me"
“Still, I want to know the truth!” Shizune said with a very determined expression on her face.
"Okay, do me a favor and don't judge me afterwards ..." I was afraid that Shizune would not be able to suffer anymore when she learns the truth because I am so close to her.
"I'm not promised!" What else could she have said ...
"So you've already found out the most important things, but you surely want to know how and why ...?! Well how should I put it, I met Dan 2 years before you were born, so we got to know each other better and a year later we were a couple and 3 months later I was pregnant ... it didn't meet my expectations to become pregnant at 22, especially because we were in the middle of the war and they needed my support at the front, so a baby didn't fit me at all at this point conclusion I was unintentionally pregnant ... But I had to take it into account it brought many problems, especially since I was the only healing ninjarin and thus our success rate had dropped by 20% ... But I wanted it and Dan wanted it too and I was still on the battlefield until 7 months! After you were born, the problems didn't get any less you were so small and needed someone to take care of you, but I had to go to the battlefield We handed you over to Dan's brother and his wife for days, sometimes even weeks, they weren't ninja and didn't have to fight although volunteers were always wanted ... There were times when you were with them more than with us and sometimes you wanted to You no longer come to us near home because you thought your home and your real parents would be there ... A few years passed and the war slowly came to an end, but at this point it was already clear that Konoha would win the war Then this day happened ... the day on which Dan ... you were only 4 years old at the time, I didn't want you to react so sadly about the loss ... The war destroyed many families and brought suffering and misery to the whole World! You were too young to remember it today. I sent you to the academy a year later when you took the Chunin selection test a little later and were Chunin I left the village with you in the belief that Dan would be your uncle and your parents on a mission. Later you may still remember it when you turned 18 you said to me my parents won't come back, they are dead, am I right ?!Unfortunately I couldn't deny that and Shizune you were right Dan's brother and his wife also died in World War II well and so the story ends I hope you are not too angry with me that I kept it from you for years! "I can't keep my mood down, but I think Shizune's also looks like that, at least it doesn't surprise me.
* ZACK * Suddenly something happened that I didn't expect. Shizune suddenly fell around my neck and hugged me and I could even see tears in her eyes.
"Shizune ?!"
“I could never hate you!” I think everything Shizune wished for has come true. She has a mother, of course, who she had before but without even knowing it.
"Thank you Shizune!"
"I somehow always imagined a mother in you, you were always so dear to me and so caring, I also felt a bond between the two of us - one that is more than just friends a very strong bond!" I am so happy about it Shizune's testimony that the tears began to run out of my eyes to tiles. But then the doorbell rang downstairs but I didn't want to let go of Shizune, I was so happy, but the doorbell rang again, who seemed to know that we were there.
"The door is open!" I gave him to understand and someone came up the stairs I don't like it when someone sees me crying but I couldn't wipe away your tears because new ones came immediately afterwards.
“Sorry I'm bothering you!” It was a voice that I knew only too well, it was Kakashi. I turned to him and he looked at me in shock.
“Am I coming just inappropriately?” I wiped the tears from my eyes and tried to suppress the new one. I looked at Shizune before I wanted to give him an answer. She made me understand that I can talk to him so that I shouldn't send him away again.
"No so what is it?"
"I'd rather talk to you in private if it's right ?!"
I looked at him in amazement then I looked at Shizune and then back at him.
“Okay, okay.” So we went to the door.
“Jiraiya sent me to talk to you.” I should have thought, but before Kakashi I was a little clueless.
"Jiraiya ?! What is there of him that you have to tell me?" As if I couldn't imagine it.
"Well, he told me about such a thing, he said that would be enough and you should know where I'm talking about ..." he said, slightly nervous.
"Yes, I can guess and I don't feel like talking about it now, I have other problems!" I finally want to get rid of him ...
"But Jiraiya said it was important and that I should apologize to you for him he can't because you allegedly told him you don't want to see him anymore!"
"yes that's right okay you apologized for him now you can surely leave us alone!"Maybe I looked like a presser but I have to get rid of him at last!
"Um, of course I'll go, but first I have to give you this, this is a note from Jiraiya I shouldn't read it myself, but make sure you read it." Oh Jiraiya already wants to write notes with me and Kakashi is his mail carrier or how?!
"Nagut okay ..." I read the note and then put it in my jacket pocket.
"So and now you can go, right?" I grab the guy right away and throw it out of my apartment by hand!
"Sure we'll see each other ciau."
"Goodbye Kakashi." I found that totally superfluous, well if I still follow what is on the slip I don't know yet, but that doesn't matter ... so I went back to Shizune who looked like she apparently misses me Has.
"There you are again, what did Kakashi want from you?" She asked curiously as if she already knew the answer but only wanted confirmation!
"Oh nothing more, it was just about the thing with Jiraiya, doesn't it matter now, are you a little better?"
"Yes it does uh, can I ask you something?"
"Of course, go ahead!" I wondered what she wanted to ask me again ?!
“Can I call you mom?” Somehow I didn't expect that question!
"Sure, why not ... but why do you want to acquire it now, of all times?"
"Because that would be the first time that I can say mother to someone about it."
I apologize for any spelling mistakes ^^
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MfG Tamia