Song: Koibito wo Uchiotoshita Hi / 恋人 を 射 ち 堕 と し た 日 / The Day when I Shot down My Lover
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch? v = XzGflDfQG74




Rose moon

... forever rose and moon



The red rose, my beloved, shouldn't it bloom forever? Her flowers were so beautiful, as delicate as every single memory of your gentle touch, but since you disappeared without a trace, she has kept her head bowed, filling me with a feeling of restlessness.

Now I see the black rose in your hand and the memories of the short and beautiful time with you burn painfully into my heart. With every stroke it drove me and ultimately brought me to you. And now it stops for a moment, paralyzing my body with an indescribable feeling of sadness, despair and fear.

Are you really going to kill me? I don't want to believe that you could each do something like this. The man I know would never harm another person. But I seem wrong. Your grip, with which you hold me to my neck, is firm, even painful. Your touch is not that of the nice man who could never hurt me, but that of the man who wants to kill me.
And I can't believe it Did we only meet so that we would have to endure this moment? Where has your love for me gone

I feel the rough grip of your hand, feel how it ruthlessly directs me closer to your pretty face. The cruel smile on your lips speaks a terrible omen and my fingers close tighter around the object in my right hand.

"It's not you!" I beg, but my words haven't reached you for a long time, because you don't remember me anymore.

What else should I do?
The way you are now ... my last hope is fading. Is there no way out?

My gaze wanders upwards, looking for yours and I look into the eyes that are so familiar to me and at the same time strange. They are so empty, devoid of human emotions, and I gasp in shock when I see a spark of sadistic joy flash from these unnatural and dark depths.
A loud scream leaves my lips when suddenly cold flames of darkness flash through my body, the shadows of black magic capture me as if in chains. Your fingers have brutally closed around my neck and the dark energy flowing through them is taking its toll. My death.
It feels like a searing cold is tearing my body apart and blackness spreads over my field of vision, but I must not pass out now, give in to the darkness that dominates you.

"No ... please ...", I plead, my thoughts try to escape the nagging longing and despair that I echoed in my hands as I saw the glitter of tiny drops caused by the bright light of the proud and white moon on the black rose, perceive a distant danger. I'm shaking, my body cramping from the pain of my helplessness ... my decision, my last resort ...The fingers of my outstretched hand touch your gentle face, gently bring me closer to you. Your eyes widen in amazement while my lips gently lay on yours ... invite you to a pure and light breath of goodbye ...

And suddenly you gasp in pain, not understanding what happens when the plaintive melody of the moon stops in the dark sky ... a farewell, embraced by death ...

"I am sorry…"

Only a whisper comes from my lips as deep pain slips through my body, paralyzing me. But no pain in this world, even this one, was comparable to the one that bursts over my heart when I see the dark pallor from your eyes and the blue ocean go up in tears ...


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A feeling of sadness creeps slowly through every fiber of my body and makes me almost forget the blazed flames of pain that is spreading increasingly into my body as my gaze meets your worried, at the same time tormented face. And I sink into your deep, blue eyes, lose myself in them, so that I hardly notice the agony, which continues like an unstoppable, burning fire, triggered by the determined grip of my two hands around the hilt of the sword with which I attack the blade pulled and tried to free me.

I hear heavy material collide with the hard ground beneath my feet after my fingers lose their grip on the hilt and the sword slips out of my hands. A dull sound escapes my mouth as I fall and it takes a lot of effort to catch myself in my arms.

"Don't worry ..." I whispered, there was no need to try to speak out loud as your face is right in front of mine.

I see how the expression on your face changes, I feel the feelings of guilt seize you inside and I notice the gentle, weak pressure of your hand that it triggers on my own.

You have no reason to feel guilty, my love. Be as strong as you are every time. Just don't be confused now. Every time you've protected me, this time too, when you might think you didn't. But it was always like that. You were strong today too, you protected me and gave me courage.
You always watch over me ... even in this moment ... of our common death.

You have always protected me ... and I love you for that. Please never forget that. Just like I will never forget your beautiful eyes after that fateful day when I first met you.
You were never sure who you actually are. But I knew it from the first moment ... It means so much to me to know that it is me who can now tell you who you really are. I can give you your memories back ... and I hope that they will accompany you on your way to the other, far-off horizon, so that you will never forget yourself again, no matter how dark the sky should turn ..."Why did ... you ... do that ...?" I hear you ask.

With my left hand I reach for yours, try to put something in it that has always been yours, but my other arm gives way. My heavy body falls to the ground, making me groan in pain and only now do I notice the cold and shallow water that surrounds us. I want to see your face again and it costs me so much strength to turn in your direction. But I haven't let go of your hand

I stretch my arm up a little and even before I open the palm of your hand without letting go of it, I hear the wonderful melody of the pocket watch inside it.

"I did it ... because I love you," I reply.
"You are my lover ... Mamoru ... my prince ...
You are my Endymion ... "

My gaze wanders over the countless roses and red petals that are calmly floating on the water. Where did they come from?
The bright light of the white moon bathes everything around me in a silver shimmer. I close the lids of my tired eyes, which so long for sleep, listen to the feeling of a sweet familiarity, the memories of a time long past, which tries to carry me away into the melancholy of eternity. Say, isn't this moment overwhelmingly beautiful?

Are you ready to accept this star-ordained moment, our fate?

I'm not sure, but have I really tried everything? Because then as now ... I couldn't save you.

Knowing that you are alive, that you are fine, made me hold out for so long and finally brought me back to you. And yet ... I have no choice but to submit to the will of the universe. This sword that I have held in my hands all along for my own protection and the protection of those I love above all in this world ... it is a cruel irony.

It should be our destiny and you bravely agreed to my farewell, my purple kiss of death.

I hear a movement in your body, with the last of your strength stretching out your hand and letting it rest for a brief moment over the image of the bright moon reflected by the calm surface of the water. A promise shows in your eyes

"For as long as I can remember ... I've been trying ... to grab the moon ... with my hands ...", your pain-distorted, weak voice falters and I feel an all-embracing warmth around my body, you pull me to you.

"I ... will ... never ... let go of him ..." you say, covering your lips with a gentle smile.

"I will ... never leave you ... Bunny ... you are my princess ... of the moon ...
My serenity. "

Your embrace forms a protective spell around me, as if laid by soft and white wings. The raging flames die down and not a single spark of pain still seems to reign in me. And your words carry me into another world, try to kidnap my spirit and demand that my heart fall in peace ...Endymion, I love you ...

... and until the day when we are reborn and after that long night the morning lights up the dark horizon again ... please let me accompany you on your journey

Forever…

... as well as rose and moon ...