für was also noch weiter machen...? Vielleicht für meine ganzen anderen Freunde.....aber.....jetzt.....am Ende.....ist es nicht mehr wichtig für mich.....Meine zwei besten Freunde Hermine Granger und Ronald Weasley sind im Kampf mit Voldemort gestorben....genauso wie viele andere meiner Freunde.....ich habe Draco Malfoy meine Liebe gestanden und er hat mich zurückgewiesen, ignorriert.....jetzt ist für mich das ende.....und das alles ist mir nicht mehr wichtig.....ein kleiner Schritt nur.....und ich Falle.....<br />
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Ausschnitt aus dem Tagespropheten:<br />
Am 31. 6. 1997, genau einen Monat vor seinem achtzehnten Geburtstag, hat Harry Potter, der Held im Kampf gegen Voldemort, Selbstmord begangen. Genaueres über die Beweggründe des Jungen ist noch nicht bekannt, nur ein Lied, dass er offenbar kurz vor seinem Tod schrieb, lässt halbwegs einen schluss auf seine Lage zu. Hier ein Auszug aus seinem Tagebuch:<br />
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·.¸¸.¤*¨¨*¤.¸• In The End •¸.¤*¨¨*¤.¸¸.· <br />
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It starts with one thing<br />
I don`t know why<br />
It doesn`t even matter how hard you try<br />
Keep that in mind<br />
I designed this rhyme<br />
To explain in due time<br />
<br />
All I know<br />
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Time is a valuable thing<br />
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings<br />
Watch it count down to the end of the day<br />
The clock ticks life away<br />
<br />
It`s so unreal<br />
<br />
Didn`t look out below<br />
Watch the time go right out the window<br />
Trying to hold on<br />
Didn`t even know<br />
I wasted it all just to<br />
<br />
Watch you go<br />
<br />
I kept everything inside and even thought I tried<br />
It all fell apart<br />
What it meant to me<br />
Will eventually, be a memory<br />
Of a time when<br />
<br />
I tried so hard<br />
And got so far<br />
But in the end<br />
It doesn`t even matter<br />
I had to fall<br />
To lose it all<br />
But in the end<br />
It doesn`t even matter<br />
<br />
One thing<br />
I don`t know why<br />
It doesn`t even matter how hard you try<br />
Keep that in mind<br />
I designed this rhyme<br />
to remind myself how<br />
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I tried so hard<br />
<br />
In spite of the way you were mocking me<br />
Acting like I was part of your property<br />
Remembering all the times you fought with me<br />
I`m surprised<br />
<br />
It got so far<br />
<br />
Things aren`t the way the were before<br />
You wouldn`t even recognize me anymore<br />
Not that you knew me back then<br />
But it all comes back to me<br />
<br />
In the end<br />
<br />
You kept everything inside <br />
and even thought I tried<br />
It all fell apart<br />
What it meant to me<br />
Will eventually, be a memory<br />
Of a time when<br />
<br />
I tried so hard<br />
And got so far<br />
But in the end<br />
It doesn`t even matter<br />
I had to fall<br />
To lose it all<br />
But in the end<br />
It doesn`t even matter<br />
<br />
I`ve put my trust in you<br />
Pushed as far as I can go<br />
For all this<br />
There`s only one thing you should know<br />
<br />
I`ve put my trust in you<br />
Pushed as far as I can go<br />
For all this<br />
There`s only one thing you should know<br />
<br />
I tried so hard<br />
And got so far<br />
But in the end<br />
It doesn`t even matter<br />
I had to fall<br />
To lose it all<br />
But in the end<br />
It doesn`t even matter....<br />
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