Chapter: Life begins all over again (Chapter 2)

I suddenly heard voices around me.
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"I think she's coming to."
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"Do you think so?"
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I felt the warmth, I had to be in a house, just with whom? I didn't dare to open my eyes, I was afraid to look into my father's face.
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However, I did not hear any voices similar to those of my parents. I took courage and opened my eyes. I looked into the worried faces of Chichi and Son-gochi.
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"Everything OK?"
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I sat up straight on the bed and looked around the room.
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"I do not know."
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It was Son-gochi's room that I recognized immediately, although I had not been with her for a long time.
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She was my best friend and I could never have forgotten her because she was the only one I could talk to about my problems, and I really had enough of that.
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Son-gochi was still staring down at me in amazement. After a few minutes, it got on my nerves.
<br />"What's going on? Do I have something on my face or what !?"
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She looked at me a little startled.
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I don't think so, somebody worries about me and I just complain. I sounded like my father. No, now I'm starting again. For me my father died.
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Son-gochi was now smiling at me.
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"You shouldn't always think so much."
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Well, that was typical Son-gochi. No matter how much I scolded her, she always forgave me.
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"Sorry."
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"What are you apologizing for?"
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"That I just pissed you off like that."
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"It doesn't matter, the main thing is that you are here now."
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Since then it only comes to my mind again. It all came back in one fell swoop. I ran away from home for a year, and of course Son-gochi didn't see me during that time. Did she miss me a lot?
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I looked into Son-gochi's eyes, and only now could I see that she was almost crying for joy. I was touched, she missed me so much.So much so that she even forgets tears for me?
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I started to cry and fell on Son-gochi's neck. It was an indescribably beautiful feeling after such a long time of loneliness to know that despite everything, someone was waiting for you.
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I would have loved to never let go of Son-gochi. But something prevented me from taking her in my arms forever. I knew exactly what, or rather whose fault it is, that I do not love Son-gochi the way I would like to. My father's guilt.
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I still remember exactly how he always forbade me to see Son-gochi, and how he punished me when I was secretly with her.
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He always said it was my job to fight Son-gochi with all my might, and that she was my arch rival. I never believed him.
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But despite everything, I just can't be really friends with Son-gochi because of him, as I would like.
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