Chapter: Life begins all over again (Chapter 4)

Where am I?
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What kind of strange place is that?
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Everything black, only I stand there alone, in nothing.
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What was going on here?
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I walked step by step into the dark.
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What does that mean?
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I felt lonely and scared.
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My heart started racing.
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I called for help, but no one heard me.
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I went further. My steps got faster and faster.
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I was running away from something, just what?
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I kept calling for help, but no one came.
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I kept running, just nowhere.
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Where did I end up?
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Just as I was about to give up, a bright light appeared.
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I was drawn to the light and hoped that someone would help me there.
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I ran towards the light.
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It was light and warm.
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I really wanted to go there.
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Out of the cold, out of the dark.
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But a strange shadow blocked my way.<br />
It was my father's shadow.
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I couldn't get past him.
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I fell.
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When I looked up, my father was standing in front of me and gave me scornful looks.
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I bowed my head and started crying.
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My father raised his hand and pointed it at me.
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Then all I saw was a flash of lightning.
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I woke up frightened and sweaty.
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Just a dream, it was just a dream
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But what did it mean?
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My father blocked my way to the light, to happiness, and handed me over to the darkness.
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But why?
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I only thought of one thing now:
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He will always treat me like dirt and never accept me.
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This is the reality that I have to face.
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He will never understand me.
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Only now did I look around the room and then everything became clear to me.
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I was in my room, in my bed.
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So now I was in the place I definitely didn't want to go.<br />
How long did I have to sleep? I looked to the window. The sun was already high in the sky and shone in my room.
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What should I do now? The best thing is not to get up at all, but just lie there.
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A strange smell came up my nose.
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Something to eat?
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Indeed! On the table was a plate with food and next to it something to drink. I was so hungry and immediately rushed to it.
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I didn't care what I ate, the main thing was that it tasted good. Well, that wasn't that important either.
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When everything was empty I let myself fall back on the bed.
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I hadn't eaten that much at once in a long time. For the first time in a long time, I was really full again.
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I took a deep breath and thought.
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Well, the start wasn't that bad, maybe the rest will be so easy to get through. But I don't think so. As soon as I ran into my father, it would be over.<br />
I couldn't just step on him.
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What should i say
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Well, everything was hopeless.
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I do not believe it! I always have bad ideas about my life, but that's who I am.
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