Chapter: Life starts all over again (Chapter 5)

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Well, I hope you continue to enjoy my story so much. Quite a few more chapters will follow, which will then be more exciting, but more will not be revealed yet. ^. ^
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I was still lying motionless on my bed.
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What should I do now? Should I really dare to go out of my room?
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I straightened up and walked around my room a little.
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Nothing had changed, everything still looks the same as it did a year ago. Probably none of them wanted to go to my room so that they could forget about me. It was clear, I would have been surprised if they would miss me.
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I went to the door and put my hand on the doorknob.
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If I go back there now, there is no going back, then I will have to get along with my family forever. Do I even trust myself to do that? I don't know and I won't know if I don't try.I can do it, I hope anyway.
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Determined, but a little scared, I opened the door. I looked down the empty hall.
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Not a soul to be seen.
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I was relieved and headed in the direction of my brother's room. If I really want to see anyone again, it's my little brother Trunks.
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I think I missed him the most. I was always afraid that he would blame himself for running away. I was afraid he'd think I didn't love him. But I loved him, very much. He is the most important thing in my life.
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He kept giving me hope to keep going and not give up.
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Even if he didn't always notice, he has helped me many times.
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I really wanted to see him again.
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His room wasn't far from my room, but I still had the feeling that the way was infinitely long.
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Finally there. I stood in front of his room door and couldn't wait to be able to hug him again.<br />
I opened the door.
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"Trunks?"
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I looked around the room. He was not there.
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Then I'll have to go look for him.
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But what if I run into my father?
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Should I really take the risk?
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I did not know it. I didn't know what to do anymore.
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On the one hand I really want to see Trunks again, on the other hand how should I explain to him the reason why I ran away?
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I was getting a bit scared again.
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I went to Trunks room and sat on his bed.
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Oh Trunks, how am I supposed to explain it to you?
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I didn't know what to do next. I couldn't face Trunks like that. But I really wanted to see him.
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What am I doing?
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But I didn't have much time to think, because I heard faint footsteps in the hallway and suddenly Trunks looked out from behind the door frame.
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At first he looked at me puzzled, but then he gave me a sweet smile.His eyes filled with tears and so did mine.
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How much did I miss him?
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Oh trunks ...
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He came running towards me.
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I dropped to my knees and hugged him.
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One tear after the other ran down my face. I hugged him tightly. I never wanted to let go of him.
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Sobbing, he whispered something in my ear.
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"Bra, never go away again."
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I got very guilty.
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What did i do
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How could I leave him alone?
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How could I?
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I looked into his glassy, ​​large eyes and just said smiling.
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"I'll never leave you alone again, forgive me."
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Thereupon Trunks again tears ran from his eyes and he fell around my neck again.
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Never again will I leave you alone, never again.
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Slowly I let go of him and he wiped the tears from his eyes.
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He looked at me with a grin.
<br />"Come on! Let's go see mom!"
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Mummy? I haven't called Bulma "Mama" in a long time.
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I didn't quarrel with her very often, but despite everything, we didn't exactly have the best relationship.
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Was it even possible for me to face her?
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After all that happened
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She'd have to hate me for it and I can't even blame her for that. I have often berated her for how much I hate her and that I would much rather have another mother.
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Strange, in the past I didn't care what I did or said, but now I'm really sorry and that's not a lie.
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That's enough for today, write me a lot of comments, then I'll quickly keep writing.