Chapter: Just call my name

Just call my name by cristall
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Title. Just call my name
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Author: Cristall
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Email: cristall_myraw@web.de
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anime: Dragonball
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Warnings: shonen ai
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Pairing: gotenks
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Note: my second Dragonball fanfic. As always, shonen ai. This time it is
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a songfic and the song comes from the second Dragonball z album. over
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I would appreciate your comments, to be continued if you are interested
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Dedication: whitehope (I love to read your stories ^^ * cuddles *)
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chibi_momoko (thanks for your lovely comments * knuffz *) and fabi (let yourself
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don't get it down sweetie you can handle it all already ^^)
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I crept quietly down the stairs, hiding my ki as well as possible,
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although the risk of being discovered by my dad was still high. But I
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Mustn't be discovered, no way, he had me last night<br />
held up. I opened the front door quietly, then closed it again
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walking barefoot across the lawn. One more time I look around before I do
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disappear between two bushes. There was a small cave in front of me, with
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nothing equipped, just a stone-like table was in the middle of the
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Vault. A football-sized crystal ball was on the stone, a
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Smiles formed on my face at the sight.
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Mum had borrowed the ball from a fortune teller during
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to run some experiment during our vacation. When we came back it was
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robbed our house. The police found two days later, in a warehouse
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all the stolen goods. Everything ... except for the ball. I found it through myself
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a coincidence in this cave. Even if it wasn't usually my style ..
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this time i didn't give them back, i just couldn't after i got behind<br />
her secret had come.
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I had heard the others talking about the sphere before. Gohan had
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meant she would show people's greatest dreams, but Goku was that
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Believed it would show the future. I sat down next to the stone
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fall, ran his hand over the ball that began to glow gently.
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> I can see the future
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for a moment <
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I now know that Gohan was right, but I enjoyed it every night here
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to sit and watch some kind of film in the ball that showed me my dreams,
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where I could be as close to him as I could never be in reality
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would
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"And I see you next to me"
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a smile creeps up on my lips again as I hit the ball
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watch
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I see myself standing at the window, looking out, see two arms meet
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Wrap around my waist pulling myself into a powerful body.I watch
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how a head with curly black hair is buried in the crook of my neck.
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I gently stroke the ball with two fingers while I watch how
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Goten breathes tender kisses on the back of my neck.
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I know it's just a dream that blurs when I leave this cave
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but I enjoy being here, experiencing this dream for a moment,
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before I have to go back to the house, to my room.
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> I know it's just a dream
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I have to go back soon <
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I know nothing will change Goten will always be my best friend
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be, never again. And I'll go back to school tomorrow, him in the morning
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meet, laugh with him and gossip about the teachers. We'll get upset and
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look forward to enjoying having fun together. And like every day I will
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suppress that desire to simply pull him in your arms and to
<br />kiss. I will fall into bed tired like every evening and then down here
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to sneak and surround me with dreams.
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Nothing will ever change.
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> Everything stays as it is
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and nothing changes <
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But deep in my heart I will always keep the dreams. In a place of
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is only there for him who belongs only to him. A place where I can hide
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sink into my dreams without being disturbed by anyone.
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> There is a place that only I know
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a secret deep within me
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What would happen if I showed him what I feel, what I am
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dream if I would lead him to the place that only I know? If he want
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I would take him there, show him the place that is always a
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Was secret to me. Because he is the only person I love very much and
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trust that I would show him everything.
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> and if you want I will take you there
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and show it to you
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because you are everything I want
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I never had any problems. My mother is the owner of the
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most successful company in the country, I've never lacked anything. Also
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the girls run after me like mad and I also have at school
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no problems whatsoever.
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> I actually have everything
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what one can dream of <
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But I never found what I was looking for. Neither my father nor
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my mother was able to give me a feeling of security. I missed myself
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to feel secure even if I hadn't recognized it immediately.
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> but I'm not really well
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I've always missed something
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It took me years to realize that it is Goten who made me feel this way
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that gives security. I've always looked for someone who would give me everything
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without noticing that she grew up right next to me, im<br />
Body of my best friend. But now that I know I want to be forever
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be with him.
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> all my life
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I was just looking for you
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I just want to be with you
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Can i really do it Tell you everything Trust you with my secrets?
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A sigh escaped me as I took my hand away. It was time to go again
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before dad got up to exercise. I left the cave as quietly as possible,
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pushed all the branches back into place to cover the entrance as well as possible.
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"Finally finished?" I turned around in shock, "Dad!"
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TBC
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